You're my everything

Maybe She Hates You

--Next Morning--
Shannon pov:
Well it's 10 in the morning right now and I couldn't sleep. Cammie actually cheated on me. She cheated on me in my house. Was I not good enough for her? Maybe she was drunk but that doesn't give her a excuse to cheat. I loved her, I gave her everything to make her happy but everything wasn't enough. I still love her with every bit of my life and whatever I have left of my heart. Right now I can't find any way to forgive her. She knew that My ex cheated on me and she said she would never be like my ex. I have to stop thinking of her because I could feel myself break a little more. What ever happens, happens and if it end up me being alone forever let it be because I can't deal with cheaters. I get up to use the bathroom and I get scared of my own reflection. I look like crap. I've been crying all night and being on that bed made me so uncomfortable. I'm getting a new one for sure because I'm just gonna keep imagining last night over and over again. I do my duty and get ready to go shopping. When I get down stairs I notice everyone is up watching spongebob or on their phones. I notice fletcher isn't here so I'm guessing she went home. "Morning guys. I'm going out" I say and slide on my vans. "It's eleven in the morning, where are you going?" Ally asks and I shake my head. "I'm just going shopping for stuff for my room. It's kinda boring looking" I say and give them a fake smile. "You guys could come but you guys looks rough" I say and they laugh. "Well that party was sooo lit. Just give me like five minutes to get ready because you're not going anywhere alone" mark says and gets a bunch of clothes from his bag. "Yeah I'm coming with you too. You need your best friend" ally says and runs upstairs to borrow my clothes. "Are you guys okay with staying here alone?" I ask and they nod their head. "Yeah well just clean up and probably leave. Don't worry we won't steal any of your stuff" rose says making me smile. "Okay. If cammie comes over just tell her I'm out with ally and mark" I say and a tear falls from my eye. "You okay? Did something happen last night?" Stevie asks and I shake my head no. "It's just because we're not on good terms right now. She wants space and now she's has all the space she wants" I say and wipe my tears away. "Okay. If you need to talk I'm always here" Stevie says and I thank her. "We're ready lets go" ally and mark says coming down the stairs. "Bye guys. You guys could stay here but please don't break anything" I say and they laugh. "We won't Shan. I'll see you later" Vanessa says and we make our way outside to my car.

"We might be out the whole day, if that's okay" I say and nod. "A whole day with you. Isn't today my lucky day" ally says making mark and I laugh. "Yeah. Maybe the whole break too" I fake a smile while ally gives me a confused look. We get in the car and drive off. "I know you Shan. There's something bugging you and you're trying to hide it. What's wrong? No lying" ally says seriously as I continue driving. "L-aa-ssss-tt nigghht i..." I couldn't continue all the feelings welded up in my head and I pulled over. "Shannon just breathe. Take all the time you need, we'll be right here" mark says and calmly rubs my back. "Last night I caught cammie cheating on me and I broke up with her" I say and start crying. "Shannon it's okay. We'll be right here to comfort you. We're not leaving till you're in the right state of mind and till you know that we all love you" ally says and hugs me tight. "I know I'm loved but I didn't know that it'd hurt so much" I say and try to calm myself. "We all make mistakes and cammie made a big mistake when she first broke your heart. As long as you have friends and family that love you no matter what, than you'll be fine" mark says which makes me smile. "Okay. But if I look like crap the rest of the break, it's just hard" I say and they both nod. "Let's just have a fun day today. Come on let's go...." ally says and we all yell "SHOPPING!" We all laugh and head to the mall. When we get inside they follow me into a mattress store. "Why are we here? You already have a bed" ally asks and I shake my head no. "I need a new one. Make my room completely different. I don't want any memories of her and Alyssa making out on my bed" I say and they looked confused. "They made out on your bed? Well that's soooo messed up" ally says and shakes her head in disapproval. "Well let's find a bed" I say and we walk around. About ten minutes of jumping on each and every bed I found a really pretty box that says "Casper" I look at it and it's so weird. "Excuse me, what's this?" I ask a worker. "Oh that's a Casper mattress. It's so soft, it's like sleeping on a cloud or sleeping on a giant piece of bread" he says making us laugh. "Do you need to know anything else?" He adds and I shake my head no. "Ummm I think I'll buy one of these" I say and he rings it up. After Were done in there we go into Levi's and buy some clothes because why not. I ended up spending almost 200 dollars in that store. "Jesus Shan. You didn't say you needed a whole new wardrobe" ally says. "No it's just good to have new clothes. I don't have a lot to wear" I say and they give me a wtf kind of look. "Girl you have a walk in closet filled with a lot of clothes. You can buy anything you want because your mom is a doctor. You don't have clothes, girl my closet is all black" ally protests and I'm dying laughing. "Yeah what she said. You have more men clothes than I have. Also you have a better sense of style while I stand like a idiot" mark adds and I'm literally on the floor dying. "Okay you dummies. I take all of that as compliments but you know you both steal my clothes and never return it" I say and they high five each other. "Yeah because we're basically the same size but your shirts show off my muscles" mark says. "Okay let's go to target now. I need new bed sheets and shower curtains" I say and we leave the mall. "What are you gonna do with your old ones?" Ally asks and I shrug my shoulders. "I don't know. Probably just throw them away or something" I say and try to block what out what happened. "Why don't we make a fire and burn it? At least make it useful instead of just throwing it away" mark says making me laugh. "So you want to make a camp fire in my backyard?" I ask and they both nod their heads yes. "Whatever. As long as it's gone. Just text the group that we're having a bonfire tonight at my house" I say and they both start texting away.