PEETAS POV
I looked over at Katniss and admired her beautiful face as is slowly started to fade away into and ugly demented demon face. I hate her face more than anything in the whole world. In fact i wish that she was dead! I run to her she doesn't look very scared of me. She just looks sad and worried for me. I tackle her down to the ground and shove her throat down to the floor. Now she looked a little worried. "YOU MUTT!!! YOU TERRIBLE MUTT!! I HATE YOU WHY ARE YOU HERE!!! THIS IS MY BAKERY AND YOU NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT OF IT!!!" I scream into her face. Her face is starting to turn blue and she's having trouble breathing. " P- Peeee- Peeta... Stop.... Its a.... It's just a.... A..... Flashba-"she hardly talk at all. But then she just stops. I don't hear her gasping for air anymore. What just happened? did i just kill katniss? This question makes my ought a wander all over the place. And her ugly demented demon face started going a way and her beautiful lips appeared instead. What have i done! I don't know what to do! I start balling my eyes out "ahhhhhhh!" Im linearly freaking out at this point. Just plain out panicking because I'm so fearful of what i hade doe and what is going to happen to the girl I've loved scenes i was 5years d old. "-!" I scream at the top of my lungs but of corse no ones there to help me. I decide to do something rather just sit here and wait for someone to help me and cry. I decide that I'm going to try and save her because she's the only thing i have left in this world. The only thing left i care about. The only thing i still love. I whip her around my shoulder and trot out the door not even bothering to close the door and i run 5 blocks non stop. And i walk into the hospital door and they take me to an ER room and i lay Katniss on the bed. I hope she is still alive. I feel so bad about what i have just done. I cant believe this is happening. I may have killed my beloved Katniss. The only reason for me to live. Katniss. I drench myself in tears from the thought of this. Katniss... Dead? These two works cant be put in a sentence together... They just don't make a meaning! I jar her hand and give her a last kiss as the doctor pulls me out but i don't want to let go. But i have to, if i want to save those grey eyes of hers. I hoped to see them open once more. They make me wait in a waiting room all alone with strange people for about 11 hours and they haven't told me anything, nothing at all! I'm starting to get lonely because i need to talk to someone. I need someone to be here with me. Someone that loves katniss as much as me, if not more. And there is only one others person i know of that truly takes care of katniss more than me. And that man is Haymitch. I decide to call him up on a pay phone. If i could even remember his phone number. But i do. I dial in the numbers and listen to the hum of the phone ring as i await to her Haymitchs voice. "Now, what do you want?" Screeches Haymitch. " I uh- I um- I-" what was i going to tell him?!? That i basically almost killed Katniss and now i have no idea where she is or what is happening to her right now! For a moment there is silence in the telephone other than me sniffling. "Peeta?Is that you?Are you alright?" He questioned. "Yea it's me, and uh, I'm very far beyond okay right now." "Whats wrong?Can I help you?Where are you?" He says and he sounds like he actually cares. Probably cuz he's not drunk like always. "I hurt uh- Um Katniss- um uh" i was stumbling over my own words. It was really hard to understand what i just did to katniss! It's already horrible knowing I did it yet alone confessing it!!! "KATNISS?!?!?IS SHE ALRIGHT?!?! He screams into the phone with worry. Of corse he would worry about Katniss, she was always his favorite. "No. Not really. I'm not shu-" i was cut of by the insane screams of Haymitch, "WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU RIGHT NOW AND WHAT HAPPENED?!?!" He's getting arngery because Im in such shock right now from what happened at the bakery I had no idea what to tell him! "PEETA SNAP OUT OF IT AND JUST TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE!!!" He demands. "Where at the hospital" I whisper. And right as i finish the sentence he hung up the phone. Why did he do this? Did his phone die? Or did he just not want to hear me say that Katniss is hurt? And most importantly is he comming? I hope he does. I sit down and i start to doze off and fall asleep. I try to jerk myself up but I dont have enough energy and I'm really tiered. "Peeta" i looked over my shoulder and saw the doctor standing there. "Katniss wants you!" I im immediently get up and start running over to him "Is she okay?" "Well she's alright but she's not looking very good" he replies. I run through the halls and up the stairs not bothering to wait and take the elivators. I can feel the warm wet tears drip down my face. I can now see the room she is in, and eventually i see Katniss' beautiful face that was once light up but has turned into somthing elese now because of me. This would have never have happened if i would have just died in the first games like i was supposed to! I open the door and fall into her arms balling in tears and say, "Katniss im sorry this is all my fault, and I never even got the chance to say that I love yo-" i was cut off by a loud screeching noise and the line on her monster went strait. "KATNISS!!!KATNISSS!!!DONT LEAVE ME NO!!!!" "I NEVER EVEN GOT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU BACK!" By this point i am drenched in tears as well as katniss. "KATNISS I LOVE YOU AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU!!!PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME NOW!!" Her eyes open and she says, "peeta it's okay wake up! Wake up peeta!" But this wasn't her voice, and what just happened wasnt real. Katniss wasn't dead. I hope she isn't i look over and i see...
*KLIFFHANGER!!! Who woke up peeta?!?! You'll find out in the next chapter! Hope you like it!!! BTW: sorry this whole chapter is in Peeta's POV but i think it is till good and i hope you think the same!!!
