HAYMITCH POV
"Peeta get up! And stop screaming!" I demand. I shake him by the shoulder and her goes silent. I swear to god he is going crazy on me. "You came? I didn't think you were comming!" "Of corse i would come! You would come for me wouldn't you?" "Yea i just i thought you were mad at me!" "Well why would i be mad at you?" "BECAUSE THIS IS ALL MY FAULT!!!" The room goes silent and everyone in the room is staring at Peeta with his poor face and watering eyes. "Im sure it's now you fault peeta." I whisper in his hear to go outside but he refuses. He wants to stay here just in case the doctor lets him go see katniss. And i agree because i know he wouldn't want to miss one moment of seeing Katniss for the world. "So what did happen?" I ask. "You don't want to know" "YES ACTUALLY I DO SO TELL ME!" He holds his hands to his face and his back is hunched over. "I didn't mean to" he whimpers. "i had no idea what was going on at the time, i tried to control myself but i couldn't!" "DAMMIT PEETA JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU DID!" I yell. "Well katniss told me she wanted to go to the bakery and i thought that would be fun. So we had gotten dressed and walked to the bakery holding hands and we walk in. All i can remember is i was getting the flour out and she said i love you and i drop the flour and i was so so happy at that moment and i started to think about all of these memories, thats when the flashback started. I couldn't stop myself i tried i really did! I feel so bad! I just i just-" he starts to ball his eyes out like I've never seen before. It's kinda sad to see a man cry like this. Especially peeta. I lean over and give him a hug and give his back a pat. "It's alright peet.she will be okay." "But what about next time! Next time she could be dead! I could kill her with my own bare hands not knowing! Not being able to do anything but live with the terrible memories of myself doing that to her!" I don't want to admit it, but i know this is true. "No you won't Peeta. You love that girl more than anything! You won't hurt her! There is something inside of you that makes you stop what you are doing every time you have a flashback. And i don't think that is ever going to change."
PEETAS POV
"Peeta" i hear a voice all my name and i know for sure it's not haymitch.this voice is to high pitched for it to be haymitch. There is only one other person i could hope it would be. Katniss. I turn around to see the doctor. Not katniss. This disappointed me but I'm still happy to see her becaus i have been waiting almost 24 hours to hear something about her. "Katniss had awoken and better if you would like to see her" she says. "I'd love to!" I shout with excitement. I look over to Haymitch and he nods and whispers," Go to her, i will be waiting here if you need me. I give him a big smile and run as fast as i can trying to remember the location of her room. But i eventually find it and jump right into her open arms. "Oh Peeta i missed you so much I just- "STOP! Don say a word! This is all my fault and you should know that! I could have killed you Katniss! You could be dead right now because of me!" "but you didn't! I mean I'm still here aren't I?" "Yes because you were very lucky" I reply. "Peeta this isn't your fault! You cant help what the Capitol did to you! It's snows fult! Not yours!" "Katnis,s the worst thing of all is, right before all of this happened, when you told me you loved me, i wanted to say it back. But i couldn't do it! I didn't know how! I told myself to just go for it and right as i was going to say it the opposite of what i wanted to say came out. I wanted to say how mush i loved you but instead i called you a terrible mutt! And i couldn't do anything about it!"
KATNISS POV
i felt a tear from his face drip onto my cheek. I've never seen Peeta this depressed. I take all of my strength and pull his head down so his soft comforting lips touch mine. But he pulls away. "Katniss I cant believe I'm saying this but i cant do this! I cant go around loving you one muinet, and putting you in the hospital the next! I cant hurt you anymore katniss i cant!" He starts to make me cry. "Peeta I'm okay stop feeling bad for me he stands up and starts to walk away."PEETA PEETA NO! PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!I NEVER EVEN GOT TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!"I cry. He cant just leave me here. Right now my feelings turned into something words cant even explain.
PEETAS POV
I hear the same words i had said earlier in my dream while katniss died. The same sorry words i spoke while i felt so sad and mad i couldn't even explain the emotion in words. And i know exactly how she is feeling right now. So i stop. A part of me wants to walk out of that door and never come back. I never want to hurt katniss again. But I promised myself along time ago that i would do anything just to make Katniss happy. So i dont walk out, but i just stand there looking out the door in tear s wanting to walk out but i feel as if im chained to katniss. Not being able to walk out of the door even if i tried. Because i cant leave her. I cant leave the one ive adored my whole life. I cant leave katniss. I hear a sniffling voice behind me ask, "stay with me?" I turn around and look at her beautiful braided hair and her irresistible lips, and i reply, "always" i walk over to her and lay on the bed. And i wrap my arms around her as she happily begins to fall asleep. And now I begin to feel happy that I have stayed with her. And i make myself promise I will never leave her. "Always" i again whisper as i kiss her head even though she is asleep and cant hear me.
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