You dont understand

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PEETA POV

I'm not sure whats going on but he doctor won't tell me what is happening with her until she wakes up. I don't mind because at least he lets me stu with her unlike the last doctor. But i still rally want to know wants going on. I feel very exhausted from carrying her all the way here so I climbed up on the bed with her and wrapped my arms around her and waited for her to wake up. And eventually her eyes popped open. "What happened?" She asks "were are we?" "I'm not sure what happened, were in the hospital" I replied. " what do you mean you don't know what happened?" She asked. " you didn't feel well and you just blacked out while we were watching tv!" I replied. The doctor walked in and i was scared to see what he was about to say. "It looks like she just got dehydrated and just fainted" "thats it?" "Yeah" "well why did you make me wait for katniss to wake up to tell me?" I asked. "I dont know" he replied I dont really care anymore. Katniss and i walked back to the beachouse and i told her that we should probobly go home but she said she didnt want to. I made her drink lots of liquids wich seemed to help her at all. She seemed really worn out and i was getting really worried, we hadn't even really done anything today. Mabey it was just the walk back to the beach house."katniss, are you alright? You don't look so good" i say. "Peeta I'm fine, stop worrying. I'm alright there's nothing wrong with me!" "Katniss,there was something wrong!!! You passed out and i had no idea why! What if I just passed out and we were all alone and no one was there for you to ask what to do, or help you! Would you worry? And katniss, why wouldn't i worry about you? I love you, i love you more than anything, and i don't ever want to loose you again" "PEETA IM FINE JUST PELASE STOP!" She cryed. "Please, just come lay down with me" and i did. She lays in my arms and eventually sleep finds me.

KATNISS POV

It's good that Peeta's sleeping, he hasn't had much of it in the past week. I can see it in his eyes. Today when i woke up at the hospital, he didn't even look like my Peeta. He looked like a whole different person. But i understand why. It's because he's to worried about me, it's tearing him apart, he cant sleep or eat, he's to worried about me. And it's starting to scare me about him, i just don't want to say anything. I do know there is something wrong with me though, it's not much of a pain, or anything that hurts. It mor like a feeling, something I've never felt before other than me feeling dizzy. I feel this throb in my stomach, it just, i don't even know how to explain it. I look up at Peeta and can hear him start to snore. I want to laugh, but i don't because I don't want to wake them. I love to watch him sleep. He looks so adorable when he sleeps. Like all of the hate drains from his face. Just like in the bakery. No matter what was happening in reality. In the bakery was a whole different world to him. A world were nothing could ever touch him. Nothing could hurt him. I start to close my eyes and my stomach starts to rumble. I feel sick. I hop out of Peeta's arms and run to the bathroom and start to barf. What was happening? One minute I'm fine and the next I'm just throwing up. I hope i haven't waken Peeta. He would be worried. I don't need for him to worry anymore. I just needed him to be okay. I don't want to have another reason to feel worried for me. My wish hadn't come true because i hear a scratchy voice behind me say,"Katniss! I thought you said you were alright! I knew i shouldn't of believed that! I knew there was something wrong! I just knew it! Katniss why wouldn't you just tell me so? Why did you say you were fine when your obviously not?" "Peeta I-" "No Katniss! You don't understand! I worry about you, I just want to protect you, can you just please be honest with me, than I don't have to be so confused on how you are. I don't know if your okay or not. I just want to be able to protect you Katniss, I don't want to see you hurt anymore! So just please tell me the truth, whats wrong?" He adds. "I- I- i-don't know! I just feel really wired right now, I have no idea whats wrong with me!" "Well what hurts?" "NOTHING! Nothing hurts peeta! The only thing that hurts me right now is seeing you this way! I mean look at you peeta! You haven't slept in days! Your to worried about me because I'm always there always seems to be something happening to me! I try to tell you that Im alright but it doesn't seem to help you because your still to scared anything else is going to happen to me!" "Katniss you right and I'm sorry!" "No don't be sorry! It's not your fault!" "Yes it is!!! I caused this whole thing because of what i did in the bakery!!! I strangled you and hurt you with my own hands! And now I'm getting married to you?" "Peeta this isn't your fault stop blaming yourself for it!" "Okay, but answer one question for me.I mean whenever your around me, all i do is hurt you? Why would you want to ever marry me?" I took his hand and i looked into his eyes. "Peeta why wouldn't i want to marry you? Peeta, you are very sexy and attractive, and you always know the right things to say, you always seem to cheer me up when I'm feeling down, and whenever I'm wrapped in your arms I feel safe, Peeta i love you more than words could explain. Im marrying you because you treat me better than any man ever will, and i love you more that i have loved anyone ever before. And it will always be that way" he grins at me. "So, are you ready to go home?" He asks. "Whenever you are" "alright how about tomarrow?" "Sounds great" i say and he walks over to me and tucks the ends of my hair behind my ear. "I love you" he whispers. "I love you too" I take his hand and i stand up. He kisses me on the cheek and walks out of the bathroom. I brush my teeth to get the Nast taste removed from my mouth and went strait to bed. I see Peeta lying there so i fall strait into his arms. I hold his hand and never let go. And we eventually fall asleep.

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