I couldnt live without her

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PEETAS POV

About five days have passed and our baby girl is as cute as ever. Everybody still comforts me at the hospital and comes and visits me. They all love to hold the baby. But they really come for, is to see how Katniss is doing. She has been sleeping for five days now. And i haven't had any sleep seance the night of the incident. I didnt want her to wake up and I would be sleeping. I couldn't miss it. I had to stay awake. I lay there next to Katniss. I dont think I can cry anymore, all of my tears have already fallen out of me. I had nothing left, but hope. Hope is the only thing stronger than fear. I had to stay strong, as well as Katniss. We have to fight through this and everything will be okay. Well at least I hope it ends up that way. I've never felt so empty before. Im happy the baby's here, but Im not happy that she cant see her mother. I'm especially not happy to the fact she might never get to meet her mother. If Katniss doesn't wake up, I don't think I will ever be able to raise our own child. I would be so messed up, and so depressed, I couldn't live without her. I would probably just kill myself if it weren't for the baby. But I had to raise our child. And i had to be there for her, and love her. No matter what happened to Katniss. It's so heartbreaking, just to think my Katniss may not wake up. I may not get to say goodbye. She may not be able to see our own child before she goes. I cant afford to think about this. Katniss will wake up. I know she would never leave me here alone to raise our child. She is going to wake up. She is going to wake up soon. Mabey not today, mabey not tomarrow. But she will eventually.

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