Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Heartbreak? Part 2

Your POV

It's been one month since you left the girls to go home. That month has been hell. You told Dinah that you wanted to go home and she was supportive of you but was really sad as she wouldn't be getting to see her baby sister as often and Camila cried, she can't handle not having her 'favourite sister-in-law" close by.

You told the other girls who were understanding and said they'd miss you so much. Lauren however, she did say she'd miss you a lot but after that she went to her bunk and you could have sworn you heard crying.

So later that day after management was spoken to you were on the private jet back home. Your mom and little brother Seth picked you up at the airport and on the way home got you ice cream. Dinah and the girls tried calling but you just couldn't talk to them, so your mom told them that you weren't up for talking and to just text you encouraging things and telling you how much they miss you. Lauren texted you the most.

After a week of moping around you fell back into old habits. Going to parties and getting drunk, high and just completely messed up, sleeping with any girl hot enough and desperate enough, on the third week of straight partying you didn't come home for three days.

Your mom got worried and called Dinah and more often than not when you did come home, you were either drunk, high, with a random girl or all three. When she told Dinah, she was with the other girls in the lounge and lost her shit, it took a half hour of all the girls calming her down before she'd sit down and relax but she was still pissed as fuck. She told the other girls and all of them agreed that it would be a good idea for them to go and visit you only without you knowing.

************(time skip to the girls arriving)

"Hey mom, where's Y/N?" Dinah asked as she and the girls all set their bags down in the hall.

"UH, UH, UH MORE Y/N! YES BABY..... GO HARDER OH GOD.... FASTER, YES! PLEASE DADDY MAKE ME CUM!" The scream came from your bedroom. Your mom looked at her eldest daughter as if to say, 'does that answer your question?'

"She got home with that girl Rachel ten minutes ago and this is the third time I've heard her scream like that.... and before you ask, yes she's drunk and yes she's high. I couldn't stop her from going out no matter how hard I tried." Your mom looked down almost ashamed that she couldn't keep you under control.

"Has she..... has she, you know? Cut?" Dinah asked in a low whisper. Afraid of the answer, but your mom shook her head to say no and Dinah let out a relieved sigh and Camila hugged her closer to her. Lauren looked more than upset, she was heartbroken.

What no one knew was that Lauren really liked you. She was just shocked to find out that you liked her and that you had a.... penis. She was trying to figure out how to tell you she liked you when you made the call to your mom and said you wanted to go home. She was heartbroken then because she wouldn't have the chance, she might never get the chance.

The moaning from upstairs eventually stopped and soon turned into full out laughing. Your mom shook her head with a small chuckle, making all of the girls look at her weird.

"After they're done doing the dew, they end up laughing as though they didn't just fuck the daylights out of each other. Guess that's best friends these days huh?" She said and looked at Camila and Dinah with the last part, making both girls look down and blush.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAH! And then she said 'I hope you die..... IN YOUR SLEEP!' I was laughing for ten minutes straight afterwards"
I came downstairs with Rachel in my arms laughing at something an old Friend said a while ago. She laughed along with me and I swear it was like I was never hurt or like I wasn't fucked up on alcohol and weed. She kissed my cheek and made me blush like mad, such a weird drunk state I'm in.