Just Whatever's On My Mind

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Marcus is a strange thing.
There's my friends,
My boyfriend,
And then there's Marcus.
The way I see Marcus is
Different
Then many people do.
He's not like a brother so much as he is
Like a very warped mirror reflecting my mind.
He's not dumb unless he means to be.
He's not smart unless he has to be.
He's observant of things I say and do
Seeming to have an answer for everything.
The closest thing to a "gut feeling" personified.
Which is why he is
The closest thing
To answers I otherwise wouldn't make.
Perhaps it's strange.
He's an adventuring nature loving weirdo,
Despite his lack of education, he knows.
He knows enough to tell me something
Just enough to get me thinking
To start generating my answer.
Unfortunately he isn't here right now.
So I have to go with ridiculous gut feelings,
Which is the closest thing to Marcus I have.