Backstage One Shots (Open Requests)

La Douleur Exquise (Kax) - Pt. 2

KIT'S POV

Ugh, why can't he see it already? I've given all of myself to him, meanwhile he gives everything to Bianca.

It's been like this for weeks, months even. I don't know how much longer I can endure this.

I'm walking through the hallways of the hell called school when Jax comes up to me, probably to talk about Bianca again.

"Hey Kit!" He greets me.

"Oh uh hi." I mumble.

"Wait, what's wrong?" He asks looking at me closely.

"Nothing, I'm fine." I reply, and speed walk away from him.

I manage to avoid him through all of my classes up until lunch. I just can't be around him when I feel this way, and he still loves Bianca.

At lunch I decide to sit in a different area in the courtyard in hopes he won't see me. Unfortunately he does, and he gives me another questioning look as he walks up to me.

"Why are you sitting here?" He asks.

"I just want to be alone right now, okay?" I snap, surprising both myself and him.

"Oh um okay." He responds and walks away.

I feel awful about snapping at him like that, but maybe it's for the best. If I continue to separate us even further then soon enough my feelings for him will just vanish and he can just be happy with Bianca, right?

Even though I want to be with him so badly, I know I can't do anything to wreck his almost-relationship with Bianca. Although he won't be with me, I care about him so much and I just want him to be happy.

After school, he comes up to me again. I pick up my walking pace, but unfortunately I have tiny legs so he catches up to me quickly. He grabs my shoulders and pins me up against the school wall, looking straight into my brown eyes.

"Kit, you've been avoiding me all day." He states.

I stay silent. I couldn't speak even if I wanted to, because the feeling of him breathing on my neck temporarily paralyzes my ability to choke out anything.

"Look, I don't know what's going on with you, but I know what's going on with me. And I need to tell you about it. I've made a horrible mistake." He says.

I slowly nod my head urging him to go on.

"This whole time, I thought I was in love with Bianca. I did everything I possibly could for her. It distracted me so much, that it shielded my stronger feelings for someone else. Much stronger, to be honest."

He's in love with another person again. I can't take this kind of emotional anguish any longer. I attempt to get out of his grip, but his strong hold keeps me in place.

"Kit, I'm talking about you. I'm in love with you." He confesses.

"Me?" I question absolutely astonished.

"Yes. I know I've been a complete douche and I kept on talking to Bianca and she's all I would talk about and I never was a good friend to you and-"

"Would you just shut up and kiss me already?" I question smiling.

"Gladly." He says with a smirk.

He brings my waist to his and kisses me, sending relief all throughout my body almost as if I needed this to survive. He eventually breaks away from this kiss and we're left with our foreheads touching, and our heavy breaths mixing.

A/N

Hey guys! I'm sorry I haven't been able to update this in a while! I hope you enjoyed this part two to the previous Kax oneshot I did as it ended on kind of a sad note. For the next chapter I've been requested to write a Miles and Vanessa oneshot, but after that I don't know what I'll write so please leave any suggestions, requests, or ideas in the comments. Thanks so much for reading this story, and supporting me, and I hope you all have a wonderful day! (: