~Tangled In Love~

~Tangled In Love~I HATE YOU~Chapter 6~

!!!!!!!!!!!!IMPORTANT PLEASE READ!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok for so of you who read the last chapter it said that Cam and Sam did in fact kiss during the party.

~Chapter 6~

             I walked up the steps to my door I knew it would be unlocked. I just couldn’t believe that just happened. The kiss in Cam‘s room was a mistake and it didn't mean anything. Cam should have known that. I was so mad at Cam that I would never want to see him again, but part of it was my fault; I was just sat there like a dumbass and didn’t try and push him away or stop him. I was so worried about Tyler.

            I didn’t even have the energy to change my dress into something to sleep in. I just threw myself on my bed and started to cry again. How could one night ruin my entire life. I guess that Tyler and I weren’t suppose to be together; I'm a nobody and he's popular.

            Cam called all night it was so annoying. Then after the 400th time I finally picked up, before he had a chance to say a word I beat him to it.

“Leave me alone, and never call or talk to me again” I hanged up the phone and I started to cry. Aleeza and Nawsheen came over to spent the night comforting me.

            I wanted to die. I didn't care about Cam anymore; in fact I hated Cam. The following day Cam came over, but didn't open my door. He stayed outside my bedroom door until Nawsheen opened the door.

“She’s all yours” Nawsheen said gesturing Cam into the room. 

            Once Cam wondered into my bedroom. He walked over to me. I sat on my bed, I was hugging my stuffed purple and black penguin. My had bed head and puffy red eyes, and tear stains on my cheeks , I wore my PJ set that was baby blue with ducks on skates, and pair of white and grey socks. [A/N I wore them while writing thing so comfy]

            Cam sat at the foot of my bed. There was an awkward silence. He wore a pair of  denim washed jeans; they were ripped at the knee, making his knee exposed and upper thigh.

“I’m extremely sorry for what I did, it was a mistake. Please you have to forgive me” he pleaded. I could see the he was truly sorry for what happened, but I was to upset and mad to care.

 “I don't have to do anything, you ruined my life” I spat out at him. I was taking all my anger out on him. “Get this through you head I hate you-“ I started but Nawsheen interrupted me

“Sam, stop it before you say something you'll regret” she said

“He needs to hear this” I said to her

“I hate you, I don't care if you like me or whatever your problem is, I don't like you, never will ever I like you. I wish I never met you. You can't expect me to like you all of a sudden just because you like me. Anyways a girl would be twice as stupid to like you” I raged at him. We all sat in silence for a moment not knowing what to do after my outburst.

“You know what Sam? At least I wouldn't like someone for their popularity” Cam said pissed off.

“Hey, at least I have someone that likes me, and Tyler actually cares about me” I said

“That big dumb ass would trade you in for any other girl once he gets bored of you”

“the only dumb ass in this world is you. Just get out of my room, and get out of my life” I said yelling and throwing a pillow at him. Tears surfaced from my eyes. After Cam left Nawsheen and Aleeza wouldn't look at me they too mad.

“I can't believe you said that to Cam. You and Cam have a stronger friendship then with Aleeza, Cody and I.” Nawsheen said stared at me with disbelief.

 “I’m leaving.” Nawsheen announced she walked over to the door, but stopped and turned around so she was facing me .“I want my old best friend back. You know, the one that doesn't say rude stuff to her best friend, no matter how mad she is. I know that you’re mad and upset about what happened at the party OK, but treating Cam like that when he has always had you back isn’t OK with me. You know that was pretty harsh what you said to him.” she said and walked out the door with Aleeza behind her.

            I knew I went over the top with Cam. I know Cam will never look or talk to me again after what I said tonight. But I didn't care about Cam that's what I kept telling myself. I wanted Aleeza and Nawsheen here by my side telling me that Tyler will forgive me eventually.

            I should’ve pushed  Cam away instead of letting him kiss me. But I kissed Cam, that is what I hated about it I wanted him to kiss me. I bet I know what Tyler was thinking ‘I hate her. there are plenty of girls to date instead of that worthless, slut.’

             I hated myself, I want to die I hate my life, I hate Cam, I was stupid for going to that party, I was stupid for not paying attention to where I was going in the halls so I won't bump into Tyler, so he would think I was invisible.

            I hate my life, I hate my life, and I hate my life. That's all I could say. I just wanted to go back in time and repeat what happened  and fix it. I would have stayed with Tyler  not go talk to Cam and Cody. I wished I could have been in the car accident instead of those people, those people should have lived and I should have gotten hurt, me not the those innocent kids in the back seat or the mother in the passenger or the father driving; me and only me.

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Ok so I know it's short but I am too lazy to write any more I might write the chapter 7 tomorrow.

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