that's not my name~ FtM Trangender

chapter 2

I woke up the next day and decided to skip school. I didn't want to deal with Jessica's bull shit today. I got up and changed into some sweat pants and a plain black t-shirt. I walked into the living room sat on the couch and turned on the television. "Shouldn't you be in school?" I turned around to see who the voice belonged to and saw Josh standing in the kitchen with a glass of water. "Shouldn't you? You are 17. And why are you still here anyways? Don't you have anything better to do?" I asked putting my attention back on the television. "I dropped out a year ago. And I'm here because me and your mom stayed up last night talking about this stupid project. So again. Why are you home" he said. "Because I can" I said smirking a bit, "can I ask you a question?" He asked. I nodded still keeping my gaze on the tv, "why is your name Jackie when your a guy?" I stood up and left the room "bah Josh!" I went into my room and locked the door.

Time skip
"he's a total stranger I can't tell him that!" I yelled into the phone at my best friend

"It's better to tell him than your mom tho" they said calmly "Ya but...ugh! What if he thinks I'm a freak or a weirdo or-"
"Jackson Michel Smith! Don't freak out on what they think about you! If they don't like you it's their fault" they interrupted.
"But-"
"Jackson. Hang up and go talk to him or I will get on a plane go to your house and bitch smack you"

"Fine ash! I'll talk to him jeez. But I wouldn't mind you coming here" I said

"Good! And I wouldn't mind going there either" ash said as they hung up.

I threw my phone on my bed, I walked back out to the living room and saw Josh watching SpongeBob and
Eating cereal. I walked over and sat next to him, "SpongeBob huh?" He turned his attention to me. "Don't judge me! It's an awesome show." He said taking a spoonful of cereal. My mom walks in "Jackie your not staying home today, go get dressed and meet me in my car." She said. I groaned, "I don't wanna go to school!" I said. "Go! You've skipped too many days" I got up and dragged my self to my room. I changed into a black MCR t-shirt and black skinny jeans. I grabbed a beanie and my backpack and went to my mom's car. My mom got in "ready?" I checked in my pockets to see if I had my phone which I didn't. "Hold on I forgot my phone" I got out of the car and ran to my room. I grabbed my phone and went to the living room to go outside. When I reached the top of the stairs I saw Josh taking off his shirt. Damn he looked hot, I felt heat go up to my cheeks as I was staring. "Don't you have to get to school" Josh said knocking me out if my gaze. "U-um y-yeah. Bah Josh!" I quickly ran out the door and into my mother's car.

When we arrived at school I got out and went to the office. They told me I had detention and to get to class. It was the middle of second period so I had French, with Jessica. I walked to the classroom and opened the door, "ah miss. Smith nice to see you joining our class" said Mrs. Mosley. I looked around for an empty seat and saw one next to a boy, he had short brown hair and looked adorable. I sat down next to him and Mrs. Mosley continued with her lesson. A felt something hit the side of my head. I looked at the ground and saw a crumpled piece of paper. I picked it up and opened it, 'hey freak, why we're you late? Afraid to show your face?' I knew Jessica wrote it. "Miss. Smith, do you have something to share with the class?" Miss. Mosley said tapping her foot impatiently. "Jessica threw a note at her she just opened it, and I think Jessica should get in trouble not her" said the boy next to me. "Miss. Miller, what does the note say?" She said facing jessica, "I was just asking her why she was late." Jessica said putting on a show smile. "Give me the note" miss. Mosley said, I handed her the note and she started reading it out loud. "Hey freak, why we're you late. Afraid to show your face" I put my head down in embarrassment. "Well, miss. Smith I apologize, but miss. Miller, this counts as bullying and I'll have to send you to the office." She said facing jessica. She huffed, grabbed her hand bag and left. "Thank you" I whispered to the boy next to me, "no problem. I'm Jacob by the way, you are?" "Jackson, please. Call me Jackson"

Time skip, lunch time

I sat down at the table near the window again and got out my phone. I started calling ash hoping they would pick up.

Ring

Ring

Click!

"Hey Jackson, what's up?" They said,

"Ash, I think I made a friend. Like a real life friend!" I exclaimed. I started explaining what happened during French, and they were happy for me. "Hey I gotta go, next periods about to start" they said, "okay. Bye ash!" I said hanging up. "Your here again?" Jessica said sitting down, "like I said yesterday, not your table." I pulled out my ear buds to escape a conversation with her. Someone else sat next to me, I assumed it was one of Jessica's friends. So I kept my attention on my phone, I started playing a song
'Car radio by twenty one pilot's' I started rapping to the song. Someone tapped my shoulder, I took out one of my ear buds and looked at them. It was Jacob from French class, "hi?" I said "I'm guessing you like twenty one pilot's too? I love car radio" he said. "Ya! Me and my friend ash really like the band" I said, "I like twenty one pilots too!" Exclaimed jessica. "Jessica, how many people are in the band?" Jacob asked, "twenty one. Duh" she answered. Me and Jacob face palmed, "name at least four songs" I added. "Well let's see, stressed out, ride, heathens and welcome to the black parade" she said with a smile. "The last song isn't even theirs!!!" Me and Jacob screamed at the same time. "Yes it is! I heard them sing it live!" "Jessica, hun. MCR sang that song. Not tøp" Jacob said. "Fake fan" I mumbled under my breath. Jacob heard it and started laughing, Jessica got up and walked away. "Hey I have the vessels album if you wanna listen to it" I said in between laughs. I handed him one of my ear buds and played the album.

I'm glad I made another friend.

Time skip, detention time

I walked down the hall to the detention room, I entered and sat down at a desk in the far corner. I looked around and saw Jessica enter. Great! I'm still stuck with her! I pulled out my sketch book and started drawing what ever came to mind. I felt the feeling of being watched and looked over at Jessica who kept staring at me. "Do you need something?" I asked her, "your a freak ya'know" she said still staring at me. "Yes, I know. How could I possibly forget when you call me it every day" I said looking back down at my sketchbook. "You also suck at drawing" she said, "well you suck a lot of things, so shut up" I said keeping my attention on my sketchbook. "At least I have a boyfriend" "at least I'm not a whore". "Miss. Smith! Do not use those awful words!" Yelled the teacher who was watching us. "You'll regret saying that Jackie" Jessica whispered. "There is no one here named Jackie" I smirked

Time skip, home time?

I walked into my house and went to the kitchen for a snack. I grabbed an Apple and heading towards the couch, mom's car wasn't here, dad doesn't get home till late and Simon only comes home once a week on Fridays. So I was home alone for at least an hour or two. I turned on the tv and started thinking about Jacob, he was a really nice kid. He was super sweet to me, I think I'm gonna tell him tomorrow that I'm transgender. He'll except me, right? I was knocked out of my thoughts when I felt weight at the other end of the couch. I looked over and saw Josh, no shirt, no pants, just boxers. The heat in my body went up to my cheeks, again. "Man I need to stop making you blush" Josh said breaking my gaze from his abs.
"Um...y-yeah" I stuttered, "you didn't really answer my question this morning" he said. "What was the question?" I said utterly confused, did he ask me a question this morning.

"Why is your name Jackie when your a boy?" He asked.

Word count: 1561

Hoi its Luke! So who's enjoying the story so far? If most of you read my other books then you'll see this one has 3times as many words than the others XD