that's not my name~ FtM Trangender

chapter 10

We were all hanging out in Mason's room just playing games on his xbox and eating food. We all sat in his bean bag chairs in front of the tv. Ash was in the middle i was on his left and mason on his right. We were in the middle of a round and i glanced over and saw ash leaning closer to mason.

The game ended and mason went to go refill our drinks. "Sooo... You were little close to mason don't cha think" i said. His face went red "i..i.." he looked down and sighed "i like him okay. Every since you told me about him like a year ago. I..i couldn't help myself" he admitted.

"Ash why didn't you tell me?" he looked at me "i didn't tell you because you liked him and i knew you would've hated me for it. You even said yourself you hated everyone who liked him. So..i never told you.." he said starting to cry. "Hey we didnt have any tea so i got you some wat-" mason looked down at ash and set the drinks down kneeling next to him. "Hey hey, what's wrong?" mason asked rubbing ash's back as he cried in his hands. "I-it's nothing mason" ash said wiping his eyes "jackson can you leave for a minute" mason said. I nodded and left the room.

Ash's pov (HOLY FUCK)

"Ash whats wrong?" mason said rubbing small circles on my back. "I-i. M-mason." i was crying so hard i couldn't even talk right. "Shh shh take your time" he said, i nodded and took a deep breath. "I-i was talking to jackson a-and-" wait was i about to tell this boy that i just met today that i love him! "I c-can't..i can't t-tell you.." "tell me when your ready okay?" he said. I nodded and mason called jackson back in "can we j-just play some more games. P-please" mason nodded and they sat back down in their beanbags.

Flashback time~ 4 years ago

"Yeah he's really cute. His name is mason. I think jessica likes him but i don't know for sure" jackson said. I nodded along while playing my game
"Yup very interesting" i mumbled. "Ash at least pay attention please" i groaned "i dont even care about the new kid" jackson laughed "hey he's the cute new kid. I'll send you a pic" a message popped up at the bottom of my screen and i clicked on it making it larger and oh my he was right. He is cute. 'he's gonna hate me if i saw he's cute. Hell he left his best friend because they had a fight over him today. Jessica was a bitch anyways. "He's okay looking" jackson started rambling on and on about 'mason hill' i kept staring at his picture. He was a fucking dream boat. To bad I'll never meet him tho.

Normal time

About an hour later we put our controls down and were ready to head home. "My moms here bye mason. Come on ash" jackson said leaving the room. It was just me and mason. "U-um thanks f-for helping me stop crying by the way" he smiled sweetly at me "anything for you ash" "god damn i love you" i whispered quietly. Suddenly i felt my face being pushed and i felt a pair of lips. Mason's lips.