that's not my name~ FtM Trangender

chapter 1

Hey it's luke. This is a story that I thought would be cool to write. So here! I hope you all enjoy!

Don't play the song yet!!!

Jackie's pov

"Jackie! Your gonna miss the bus get up!" Yelled my mom from the top of the stair case. I sat up slowly and got out of bed. I grabbed a pair of grey skinny jeans, a dragon ball z shirt and a hoodie. I grabbed my brush after getting dressed and brushed my short blond hair. I went upstairs when I was done and grabbed my bag and left out the door with out a word. I quickly went to the end of my driveway to wait for the bus. It pulled up a few minutes later and I got on. I sat in the back of the bus and watched out the window.

When we arrived at school I went to my locker to find letters and notes around my locker. I opened my locker to find more notes. I've seen more, and I already knew what half of them were so I left them there and went to my home room class. "Hi Mrs.Wells! Nice to see you!" I said as I sat in a desk next to her. "Nice to see you too dear. Can you check down people's names when they walk in. I need to go print something" I nodded and she got up from her desk and walked out. A boy walked in "freak" he mumbled, a girl walked in "dyke" more people came in calling me names. "I read your notes. You don't have to say it" I said sitting down at my desk. "Well you should learn that your a girl. Not a stupid b-" "okay that's enough class!" Mrs. Wells said walking into the room. "Mrs. Wells, don't you think Jackie should learn she's a gi-" "one more comment about gender and I will send you to the office" she interrupted. Mrs. Wells was a nice teacher, she had brown shoulder length hair, and wore a red shirt with a matching red skirt. "I already told you Jessica. My name is Jackson, not Jackie" I said. "See! You were born With the name Jackie! Not Jackson! Why don't you just tell everybody your trans, everyone already knows!" She spat. "Just because I want to change my name doesn't mean I'm trans" I said, lying. I know I'm a guy, I just know deep down I have this feeling like I was born in the wrong body. "Miss. Miller! I do not tolerate bullying! Apologize to Jackson right now!" Mrs. Wells said to Jessica. "I can't. No one in this room is named Jackson" she gave me a evil smirk. "Mrs. Wells can I use the washroom please?" I asked, she nodded and gave me the washroom pass and let me leave. I went inside the boys bathroom and went into a stall. I took out my phone and texted the only person who could understand how hard my life is. I started texting my best online friend. Their really my only friend actually.

Time skip to lunch

I walked out of my shop class and went to the cafeteria. I sat down at an empty table near the window and took out my phone and ear buds. And started listening to a random song on my playlist

Play the song!!!!!

"Love of mine

Some day you will die

But I'll be close behind

I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light

Or tunnel to gates of white

Just our hands clasped tight

Waiting for a hint of a spark,

If heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied

Illuminati the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,

Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rules,

I got my knuckles bruised, by a lady in black,

I held my tounge as she told me, "son fear is the heart if love"

So I never went back,

If heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied

Illuminati the no's on their vacancy signs,

If there's no one beside you when you soul embarks,

Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see from Bangkok from calgary and the soles of your shoes.

Are all worn down the time for sleep is now,

It's nothing to cry about, 'cause we'll hold each other soon.

In the blackest of rooms,

If heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied

Illuminati the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you when you should embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

Then I'll follow you into the dark."as the song finished I heard a bang and looked up to be meet with Jessica. "Hi?" I said,"Why are you at our table!?" She screamed. "did you buy this table? no. so leave me alone"  i said to her making her more angry with me. "go sit with your freak a friend! you talk about them so much to Mrs. Wells" she spat, "they live in a different state.." i mumbled under my breath. "sorry? couldn't hear you freak" she said "why don't you go sleep with Jared's brother again!" i exclaimed. i grabbed my stuff and left school, i don't need to go there anyways. I'm already smarter than most of my teachers anyways. I ran home and saw my mother's car in the driveway, i opened the window to my room and tried to sneak in quietly. which i ended up failing at my knocking over my lamp, i waited for my mother to come in and scream at me. silence entered the room until i heard noises coming from the living room. i sat up, opened my door and went silently upstairs. i saw my mother with a strange man siting in the living room, drinking, again. they were having a conversation about something that i couldn't hear. but knowing my mother she would end up sleeping with the guy. i feel bad for my dad, he finds clothes around the house that no one owns, so my mother always comes up with an excuse. "oh i bought them for Simon". Simon is my 18 year old brother. my dad drinks almost every night over stress at work and home.

  I go back to my room and shut my door, i grab my computer from under my bed and go on YouTube. i decided to watch a few videos before taking a nap.

time skip ~ two hours

I woke up from my nap and went upstairs to get a snack. my mother was on the couch still talking to that man. he was really handsome tho, "oh Jackie i didn't see you come home! Jackie this is my coworker josh" i waved to the man and went to the kitchen. my mother came over and rubbed my back. "let me guess? was it the miller's kid again" i nodded "eh. I've always known that kid was a spoiled brat" she said which made me chuckle. "She called me a freak at lunch. Then I told her to go sleep with Jared's brother again" I said grabbing an Apple. "That's my girl!" She exclaimed high giving me. I gave her a fake smile to show her I was happy Which I really wasn't. "What do you think about Josh?" She asked, I looked over at Josh who was staring straight at me and gave me a smile. I turned back to my mother, "he's staring at me..and smiling.." I mumbled. "He's 17 so you might have a chance" she said, she soon walked back over to Josh to continue their talk. He's 17 and he's hot as Hell!!! I walked back to my room and threw the Apple on my desk and laid on my bed.

Would he like someone who's transgender? Was what my last thought before I fell into a deep sleep.

Word count:1327

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