that's not my name~ FtM Trangender

chapter 6

Don't play the song yet!!!

"Tell me why your really here" I said, "I already told you family issues" he said laying down on the bed. "Me and you both know that's bullshit" I said laying down with him. "Fine! I sorta- I, I came out to my family." He said running a hand through his dirty blond hair. "As agender?" I asked, "no, I still need to tell them that..jackson I never told you this but, i- I think, I think I'm gay" he mumbled. I got on top of him and put my hands on his chest, "ash, how can you be gay, when you don't have a gender?" I asked. "Shit, guess I never took that into consideration" he put his hands over his face and laughed slightly. "All I know is I'm into dudes, and my dad's a huge homophobe" he said sitting up making me fall off the bed. "Your an asshat, asshat" I said getting up, "Jackson! Someone's here to see you!" My mother screamed from upstairs. "Okay mom!" I ran upstairs and went to the Door, "hey Jackie!" "Its Jackson" I said running a hand through my hair. "Ya, sorry. So wanna hang out today" Jessica said twirling her hair around her finger. "Can't, I have a friend over right n-" "who!" She interrupted, "it's my 'freak of a friend' " I smirked. "I thought she lived in a different state!" "Why do you think it's a girl?" I asked. "Because, I just do. Can we please hang out today!" She begged, "go hang out with your boyfriend" I said closing the door. "Was that Jessica!" Ash yelled, "yup!" I yelled back, I headed back down to my room and saw ash listening to one of the songs on my computer

Play the song

"1 2 3, ya, she's in love with the concert.
As if we're all just like she imagined,
cause we're in love I just don't know it yet.
Tell me how I'm suppose to see the magic.
Cause I don't believe in it no more.
But I won't tell her.
Cause I always imagined
It's easier if she thinks she won.
So I'm a let her, and she said

I don't think I love you no more, you never seem to call me lately

Girl I don't think you knew me at all. Cause i never thought I had to say this. No I don't love you,

And I never did. Look at us burning down those flames for kicks.

But just know, I'm not singing for your xo tho.

I'm just singing cause it's over.

Came and went like the summer time, is at a sunset and a Sun rise.

Looking back like where the time go?

So much for trying to keep this moving slow,
Cause I don't believe in her no more.

But I remember.

I don't talk shit like we knew what we wanted.

I still remember what she said..

I don't think I love you no more, you never seem to call me lately,

But I don't think she knew me at all, cause I never thought I had to say this, but I'm no lier.

And I never did anything, you've should've seen it coming to this. But just know, I'm not singing for an ex tho

I'm just singing cause it's over" as the song ended, ash stopped singing. I slowly clapped and he looked up a light pink hue spread across is face. "You're a good singer" I said sitting down, "i- I thought you were still upstairs!" "Nope" I said popping the 'p'. "So, what did Jessica want?" He asked, "she wanted to hang out so I pushed her out and told her to go to her boyfriend" I said flopping down on th bed and closing my eyes. "Tired?" I nodded, "go to sleep, I just hope you don't mind if I look through your messages!" He said grabbing my phone and running out of the room. "Come back you little bitch!" I yelled getting up and chasing him. He ran down the hall to Simons room which was locked. "Dead end, give me the phone" I said with my hand out, "woah, who's Josh?" He asked tossing the phone. I caught it "he's just a friend" I said walking back to my room. "No no no, jackson Smith makes friends with emos. He doesn't look very emo" ash teased, "uhu, I also make friends with good looking people. I'm surprised your my friend" I laughed. He put his hand over his heart acting hurt, "my boyfriend will hear about this" he said. "You have a boyfriend?" I asked, "nope! But one day I will and I will tell him about it" I laughed again.

End of chapter 6, sorry it's shorter than others but ya.