that's not my name~ FtM Trangender

chapter 3

  "Why is your name jackie when your a guy?" Asked josh, "w-well....um...I'm... I'm..transgender." I said nervously. He had a puzzled look on his face, I knew I fucked up. I got up and ran to my room and shut the door. "J-jackie!" Josh yelled for me to come back, I sat in my room until josh came in. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to trigger you or anything" he said sitting next to me on my bed. "Call me Jackson" I said, my voice mumbled from my blanket. "What?" "I said call me Jackson, please!" I said a little louder. "Okay Jackson." He got up and walked back upstairs,

Time skip

"whats for dinner mum" i asked, "mum? what are you British?" "i don't know. why? do you want some tea and crumpets my dear mum" i said in my best British accent. "dear god Jackie! you watch to much Dan and Phil!" she laughed. i laughed along with her, i missed these days where we would spend the day laughing and watching TV. as soon as Simon went to college and dad started taking the night sifts, mom never talked to me unless i had to do something. i want my mom to know the real me, Jackson, not Jackie. "hey mom. can we talk? like serious talk?" i asked, "why? what happened?" "mom. do you know why i cut my hair this short?" i asked her. "ya, you said you wanted to donate it to people with cancer" she said, "well, that's not eniterly true, yes i did donate it, but, mom, i wanna be a boy. no, i don't wanna be a boy, i am a boy, i was born in the wrong body mom" i said looking down at my feet, "and i want you to call me Jackson, not Jackie" i added. my eyes started gathering tears that i wouldn't let fall, i closed my eyes to blink them away but they ended up going down my cheeks. "Jacki- Jackson, i love you, i would be proud to call you my son" she hugged me, "i love you too mom" i sobbed out letting my tears fall more. "i- what about dad?" i asked, "I'll tell him, don't worry Jackson, we love you for you, we'll change your name sometime this month, and that's a promise" i let the tears fall even more. "t-thanks mom" i hugged her tighter, "now, go set the table, dinners almost ready." she said letting go of me. i wiped my tears out of my eyes and went to set the table, "oh i almost forgot, add two more plates where having guests!"mom shouted from the kitchen. "who?" "i don't know, your father invited them" i shrugged and grabbed two extra plates from the cupboard. "they better be nice or I'm eating in my room" i said, I'm happy my mom excepts me for me, I'm just worried about dad.

time skip

i sat down at the table and waited for the guests to show up, we weren't allowed to eat until they showed up. mom told dad about me and he was okay with it too, why am i so lucky to have both parents to except me. the doorbell rang and dad went to answer it, i looked down at my phone and continue to play a pointless game. "bill nice to see you! you too miss," said my dad inviting them in. "this is my wife Monica, my son Simon, and my other son Jackson" i smiled at him calling me Jackson for the first time ever. I turned around, "hi nice to me-" I stopped and stood there looking at Jessica and her dad. "Oh..hi..Jackie.." she said, "actually, my name is Jackson". She looked disgusted that my parents didn't say anything. "Mr. And Mrs. Smith, isn't Jackie's name Jackie?" She asked my parents. "Um actually,...Jessica, his name is Jackson, sweetie" my mother said to Jessica. "Whatever 'Jackson' " she said doing air quotes when she said my name.

We all sat down for dinner and I was sat next to Jessica and Simon. "So Bill, how have you been" my dad asked starting off a conversation. I blocked out whatever they where saying and looked down at my phone. I saw I had a text from an unknown number, I clicked on the icon and looked at the message.

'hey it's Josh.'

I smiled at the message, but how did he get my number?

'Hey! How did you get my number?'

I felt someone breathing on my neck as they looked over my shoulder. I turned my head and say Jessica reading the messages. She must've realize that I was looking at her cause she looked up at me. "Who's Josh, he's clearly not your boyfriend since no one would date you" she spat. I put my phone in my pocket, grabbed my plate and stood up. "I'm eating in my room" I said before walking off to my room, I sat the plate of food on my small desk in front of my window and sat down on my bed. I took my phone back out and responded to Josh,

' your mom XD'

'I should've guest XD'

'So Jackson, did you tell your parents about you?'

'ya, actually'

After I sent that my phone changed indicating someone was calling me. I answered,

"Hello.."

"WHAT DID THEY SAY!! WHAT DID THEY DO!!!" Josh yelled in excitement. "Wow. Wow. Calm down" I laughed, "they excepted me, and we're gonna legally change my name sometime this month" I said. I heard him scream on the other side, "OH MY GOD I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU BABE" "hehe tha- wait, did you just call me babe" "well I um...BAH" "no jo-" I heard a beep indicating he hung up.
That mother fucker, "so, he is your boyfriend" I heard I turned my head and saw Jessica leaning against my doorway. "No he's not, go away" I said clearly annoyed of her noseyness. "Nope!" She said popping the 'p', "hey guess what" I said "what", "get out" I said getting up and getting closer to her. She looked up at me since I was a lot taller than her. "So he's not your boyfriend?" She asked, what is up with this girl. "No Jessica he's not my boyfriend" I said, "good, then I can do this" I was confused "do wha-" I was cut off by a pair of lips upon mine. Jessica was k- kissing me!? I pushed her off and backed up, "what the fuck is wrong with you!" I said still shocked. She walked off swaying her hips, I chased after her grabbing her arm and pulling her back to my room. "Why did yo-" I was cut off again by her kissing me once more, but what surprised me the most was when I felt me kiss back.

Bam! Bet you didn't see that!