!!ATTENTION!! THIS CHAPTERS GONNA GET KINDA WEIRD AT THE END SO DON'T GO CALLIN ME A LIL NASTEE :)) THE NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE REALLY DIRTY SO PLEASSSSSE IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TO THIS STUFF PLEASE DON'T READ OR REPORT IT !! ENJOY BBY's
"Baby Girl, I'm home!" Grayson yells. His voice boomed throughout the house. I drop the colander in the sink and race to the door to greet him. He loosens his black tie and comes in for a kiss. He gives me a hug and goes to the table and sits down.
"How was work, Baby" I ask genuinely. He let's out a loud sigh and shot me a very toothy smile.
"I got the promotion! We can finally get that bigger house we've wanted! I'm gonna be making well enough for it!" He pulls me in to another hug and rolls his eyes with some annoyance.
"So what did you and Ethan do all day?" he asks quietly. What happened seemed to flash before my eyes. I can't say it.
"Well, Obviously I distanced myself so I cleaned up a little and then stayed in my room till now.. haha, Why, What do you think happened?" I spoke nervously.
He raises an eyebrow and rubs the stubble on his chin.
"Are you hiding anything from me, Ariella? You can tell me anything.." He stutters.
"I.. I promise i'm not hiding anything, baby." The lies slipped through my teeth that I clenched shut. I cannot lie about something this bad. This will tear us apart. I love Grayson so much but if he finds out what I did then I will no longer have him in my life.
"I'm trusting you. I really hope you're not not lying to me." He stared into my eyes as if he where trying to find the truth. He knew something happened. I don't intend on him finding out.
Just as I went to start making plates for dinner Ethan rushes in and sits next to Gray. Grayson turns to Ethan with the dirtiest look i've ever seen.
"What the hell is the face for, dude" Ethan spoke getting defensive.
"Ha," he laughed sarcastically. "Nothing big, bro. It's totally fine!"
"Well thank you for letting me stay for a while." he grins going to grab a plate.
"Well how long do you intend on staying here? We are moving pretty soon and I sorta have to know with Thanksgiving coming up." He spoke following him back to the table with a full plate.
"Um.. I honestly don't know. I figured I could just stay with you-"
A mad Grayson replies quite loudly.
"You can't live with me, Ethan. I may be your brother but your an adult and I have a life and Ariella. As bad as it may sound, I can't lose it all to be with you. I'm sorry, bro. You can stay the night but you gotta leave in the morning or at least tomorrow night at the latest." He spoke. Ethan's frown soon turns into anger. He slams his fist down on the table.
"Why do I have to leave so soon!" he yells playing with his fork and knife. I flinch as he stands up.
"I'm going to sleep, Goodnight"
I gave Grayson a look as fear rushes throughout my body. Grayson grabs my hand gently and rubs them.
"Why is he acting like this.. Why did he even go to jail so fast? He'd need a long history or something, right? Tell me the story now, Grayson.. Please" I ask.
He sighs and starts to explain..
"Growing up Ethan wasn't your typical kid. He never wanted to go outside and play with other kids or play a video game. He- he started to change as he got into his teenage years.. He leaving his room less and less. Turns out he was sneaking a girl in and they had been.. having sex. She got pregnant and Ethan didn't take so well.. he ended up knocking the girl out. He is psycho. He's gotten charges against people and about a month before the incident with you, he stopped taking his meds and thats when he kinda started going crazy again.. to this day he refuses to take his medication and his condition is worsening.. Because of the charges before, they put him away so fast and they won't hesitate to throw him back in again."
I nod as he spoke, voice cracking.
"D-do you understand?"
"Yeah" I respond.
I stand up and keep my space for a few because I honestly need some space. This is just too much to take in.
"So he's done this before to other people, correct?"
"Yeah.. It's not like he ever wanted to hurt anyone.. like.. he didn't intend on YOU totally freaking out on hi-"
"What the hell ?! So it's all my fault that your brother went to jail ?!" I raise my voice angrily, not much of a yell but loud.. you get it ?
"Umm.. Well it kinda is your fault.. you're the person who called the cops right ? Well if it weren't for you, then he wouldn't have had to go to jail and all these psycho programs!" His powerful manly voice overpowered mine making my response seem almost weak.
"Uhh.. if anything Grayson, it was for the better ! Do you really want him going around hurting women and being throw in jail longer than I requested ? You're lucky I even asked for a few years instead of life with that record.. so freakin stupid, man!" I run my hands through my soft hair and let out a loud sigh.
"I'm gonna go take shower.. I'm not in the mood right now.. I just need my space.." I say, spacing out my words.. struggling to breathe.. holding back my tears.
How dare he ! He acts like I don't matter ! Like Ethan is better than me. Like his way of thinking is correct and actually sane ! I mumble under my breathe and undress, slowly reaching to turn on the hot water. I step in the blazing hot water, not hesitating to turn it down. I shut the glass door and turn up the speakers. ( listening to A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie Proud Of Me Now,, Tbh hall should listen to that b/c omfg it's literally my life ). As the speaker gets louder, I hear the door open and somebody sit on the stray chair in the far corner of the bathroom. I ignore it, figuring it's Grayson coming to apologize for being stupid.
"So.. You done being stupid?" I spoke up. I get no response.
"Okay, I see you, ignore me.." I laugh to myself.
I hear a small chuckle. I shake my head and see the Gray stand up. He began undressing and made his way closer to the shower. I turn around and face the running water, washing me face. I feel the cold bulky hands wrap around my waist. I giggle and proceed to wash my face. The hands travel all around my body and obviously I didn't hesitate to stop them.. The hands start to move lower and lower and loooooower. I roll my head and turn around.
I was now standing face to face with a naked Ethan. I look in to his dark brown eyes and see past the 'psycho'. He gave me a cute smirk and pulls me up against his body. I rub up and down his tight abdominals and he giggled a bit. I shake my head.
"What's wrong, baby girl?" He asked.
"I.. I think I like you again.." I whisper..HEY, BABES !! DID YOU LYKE ? I KNOW IT TOOK LITERALLY 2+ MONTHS BUT IM GINNA STAY ON TOP OF IT :))) ilysm, PLEASE comment and tell me about yourselves, suggested books, things to add to my book, anything 💜💜 YA GURL ANNA