Just Let Me Know (Nam-Joon X Reader)

Chapter 20

*your pov*

       You ended up falling asleep in V's room, cuddling each other. You didn't sleep long though, "Y/N. Wake up!" V shook you lightly and you opened your eyes. "Tae? What is it?" You looked up at him, he seemed worried.
     "Tae? What's wrong?" You sat up and was now face to face with him. His cheeks were tinted pink. "I woke up to check on everyone. And no one is here!"
    "What? Not even Rap Mon? But... We have a date today...! He wouldn't just leave without saying anything, why didn't anyone wake us up?" He shrugged, but his eyes had something else. "Tae?"
 
      He didn't speak, he seemed to doubt himself. "V? You know something I don't?" He nodded, "Kinda... But..." He looked back into the hall, and you heard the front door open and voices spread throughout the dorm. "I'll tell you later!" He grabbed your hand and pulled you into the hall.

Jin: "Morning sleepy heads!"

J-hope: "You guys want breakfast?"

Tae: "Yah!"

     You looked at everyone in the room, but someone was missing. "Yoongi? Where's Yoongi?" You pulled on
Nam-Joon's sleeve. "Where's Yoongi?" He looked down at you and smiled. "I think he said he was going to work on some songs or something. But don't worry, he'll be fine." He shuffled your hair and began pulling food out of bags.

      Tae and everyone else began eating. "Y/N! Come sit and eat." You did as Jin asked and sat down next to Monster. "Why didn't you guys wake Tae and I?" Jimin giggled, "Because you guys looked to cute!"
     Hoseok elbowed Jimin in the ribs, "That's not why! We didn't wanna wake you guys, Rap Mon said you both were up really late and needed some sleep!"

Jin: "But they did look really cute!"

Jimin: "Yah! V was smiling in his sleep!"

Tae: "You guys know I like to cuddle. And she willingly cuddles with me! She's my best friend, because you all are to mean!"

Rap Mon: "We know V, and that's why it was so cute!"

     Everyone was laughing and joking around all except, Jungkook. "Kookie?" You called out to him, but he still sat silently. You nudged Tae and he shook his head. He leaned in close to you and whispered, "He told Rap Mon..." Those painful words, you never wanted to hear.
     You looked next to you at
Nam-Joon. He didn't act any different, "So, Nam-Joon?" "Huh?" You leaned over and put your head on his arm. You whispered to him, "Can we talk?" He nodded. "Guys, will you excuse me and Y/N for a minute?" They all agreed and chirped, yet, still Jungkook did nothing.

      "So? What is it?" You sighed, "Well... One thing, when exactly is our date?" His eyes widened in shock, "Oh shit! I almost forgot, kinda thought it was a dream.... We can go out tonight, If you'd like?" You couldn't hold back the smile that formed on your lips, "That'd be great...!"
      "Is there anything else? Besides the date?" You took a moment to answer, you didn't know if you should bring it up. But reluctantly, "About... Y'know..." He nodded, "Yah. I know. What about it?" He smiled, and didn't seem to care. "It doesn't bother you...? I mean... I thought you might not like me... After, that... That you may have your doubts..." "I like you... And that's all that matters."
      He wrapped his arms around your waist, in a hug. In return, you hugged him back. "I just..." "Don't worry about it. I have no doubts about you. And once you're mine, I'll get to kiss you as much as I want." Those words made your heart race and your cheeks burn red. You hoped he wouldn't realize.
      He held you close for a couple seconds before letting you go, "We should head back, Before I have no control over what I wanna do." He held your hand and took you back to the table.

     His words kept repeating in your head. 'Did he really mean it like that..?' You wondered if he was really like that, if he really thought that way of you.

*Nam-Joon pov*

     Did I really say those things to her? I did... Why does she make me like this? I can't control myself when we're alone. And what I said was the truth, if we were there any moment longer... I might have done something... Something not pg13.... She makes my heart race, and my blood starts pumping 10x as fast...

A/N

      Maybe this story won't be ending soon! New ideas sprang to life! But Idk yet! Until then, please I hope you enjoy!!! Feel free to leave some feedback!!❤️👌