Where it all began - SHAWN MENDES FANFICTION

Chapter twelve

I walked up to his room and knocked on the door. "Shawn can we talk?", he didn't answer. "Shawn come on"..he didn't answer. I slammed the door open. "What the hell sha-" I saw him balling his eyes out. "S-Shawn what's wrong?" I whispered. Shit he isn't okay. "Just leave me alone!" He yelled covering his face with his hands. "No please" I walked over to him. He stood up and walked to the door and closed it. "Why do you always run away from me?" He said staring at me. "I I.." I couldn't talk..I didn't know what to say. He walked closer to me. "Tell me Lauren that's all I wanna know!" I can see in his eyes he's hurting. "It's just you used my best friend for me and you did all these bad things" I whispered looking down. "But can't you see, I love you?" He walked closer almost up to me. "Not really" I chuckled upset. "Well I really do and I don't know how to put, YEAH I know I've done bad things but I've did all these bad things for you..I just want you" he said, holding both of my hands. But I couldn't say anything. "Please let me be the one to do everything with you, please" he whispered pulling me into him.
"I..i don't know what to say" I whispered staring at him. "Ugh fuck it" he pushed me on the bed getting on me. "S-shawn".."shhh" he whispered in my ear and then started to kiss my lips..woah woah woah..I hated this but I loved this. I started to kiss back and felt his big hands down my back. We started to make out into the kiss and I felt his lips pull off of mine and slowly trail up and down my neck trying to find my weak spot. My breath hitched every time he would kiss a sensitive spot. "Shawn please" I moaned softly. He pulled away and smirked. "Haha your so cute" he smiled. I blushed and he whispered in my ear "let's go watch a movie yeah?".."you can't tease me like that!" I pushed him away playfully. "Common please darling" he pulled me up. "Fine" I rolled my eyes and laughed.