Where it all began - SHAWN MENDES FANFICTION

Chapter 35

"But I thought we..were taking a break" I breathe gently. "I can't let anyone take you away from me baby" shawn whispered against my neck again. "S-shawn-" I stuttered. "Shh" he cut me off rubbing my sides gently and slowly starting to rub my thighs. I didn't know what to  do, I was frozen and couldn't think of anything. I felt his breath against my neck breathing slowly and it really turned me on but I wanted to hide it. "Lauren I can treat you better than Nash, just please let me be yours god damn it, your mine and I'm not letting you go" he whispered into my ear kissing my neck and gently sucking on my weak spots. "Fuck" I mumbled putting my head back against his chest. "Shh Lauren it's okay relax darling" he slid his hands slowly down to where my pants were and rubbed gently. "I can't do this" I whispered breathing harder. "Relax let me do this" he turned me around and pushed me slightly up against the wall. Kissing my lips. No no I can't do this. I pushed him off and breathed hard. "Leave me alone shawn! You know I can't be with you and you know I need a break from you! Just leave me alone and take me back to party! I don't wanna be here!" I yelled at him. He walked away turning on the lights and all I saw was albums with his face and body on it. His new/old guitars, it was like a studio. "do you work here?" I asked. "No this is my happy place, not work, I do all my music here and most of these songs I write are about you, so let me pleasure you, let me love you!" Shawn yelled walking back over to me and slamming his hands on the wall, on each side of me. I looked up at him and stared. He looked down at me and whispered, "I want you" he slid his hand on my side and began to kiss my lips gently slowly grabbing my face and caressing my cheeks with his thumb.