Where it all began - SHAWN MENDES FANFICTION

Chapter 36

Later that night him and I stayed and relaxed in the studio he showed me some songs and we talked. It was pretty well but I just don't understand why he kept coming back to me. "Shawn"..."yeah love?" He said putting down his papers. "Why won't you let me go?" I asked. He turned around and looked at me for a second and then looked at a wall. "Hold on" he got up and walked over to the wall taking a picture off of it. He walked back over and sat down next to me. He showed me the photo and showed him and little girl together.(the picture is the photo I posted this time^)"who's this?" I asked pointing to her. "This was my friend Lauren, she moved to become a Olympian for tennis..she was my best friend and well I really liked her. She was amazing, we went to prom together and we've known each other since we were very little..but now without her I feel lost, I feel like I can't be anyone or talk to anyone with out her, so I tried to move on and well I did, a new Lauren and I don't like you because of your name, of course not, when I walked in that choir room I saw you and fell right in love..I felt like I needed to be with you. And the reason why I'm not letting you go is because I can't lose you either, your my everything" he said starting to tear up. "Oh Shawn, I'm so sorry, I won't leave you I promise" I said going to hug him. I felt awful for fighting him, I felt awful for trying to run away from him but all I could do now is say sorry and say that I'll never leave. I don't wanna leave. "Babe it's okay just please don't ever leave me please" he whispered. "Of course not I promise" I whispered back laying my head against his chest. He picked me up and took me to his couch and laid down and pulled me onto him wrapping a blanket around us. "Shawn, I really do wanna apologize for everything, I'm so sorry and I'll never run awa-" he cut me off with a kiss saying, "Lauren, it's okay darling, I love you" he smiled, closing his eyes. "I love you too" I whispered back closing my eyes.