Chapter 44

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|Laurens p.o.v|
I couldn't take it anymore, he wanted to be with me but he keeps on talking to girls. I didn't wanna go to the jeep, so I walked down to the beach because it was about 5 minutes away from the amusement park. I sat along the sand and waves and just watched them go. I needed to cry, I couldn't take it anymore. I covered my face so no one knew I was crying because I hate when people see me cry. A couple of minutes later I heard a couple of sniffles and looked up to see Shawn, blood shot eyes, all red and puffy, with a bouquet of roses and chocolate. "Lauren..I I know you don't wanna talk to me but listen to me please, I know you probably hate me and I-" he got cut off by his tears and started crying out of no where. "I'm such a horrible person! And i fucking hate myself for that!" He looked down and then back at me and all I do is stare in shock. "JUST LAUREN IM SORRY IM SORRY GOD DAMNIT" he screamed. I got up slowly and went over to him. "C-can we please just start over?" He whispered. "I I wanna be with you, but I think we should just be friends for right now" I whispered looking down. "Okay I'll do anything darling, I promise I'm so sorry" he sobbed. I pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back. "Hey it's okay, I'll get over it" I whispered. "I'm so sorry" he kept sobbing into me.

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