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r e v e r s e

junhui was always stressed and busy, and you knew that. he had a tight schedule and you barely see him.

of course, you understood him. he was an idol, and it makes him happy. what can you do?

but something doesn't feel right at certain times. like, how he made an excuse last week, telling you that they need to practice. you believed him, yes, because, isn't ridiculous that you don't trust your boyfriend?

still, the eerie feeling was there. shrugging it off, you brought out your phone and typed a message to jun.

to: jun <3

hi baby, i won't be able to text you tonight. i need to study. midterms are up! :) don't over work yourself~ i love you <3 <3

now that you think about it, jun never replied to one of your texts this week. all he answers you was one lined texts saying 'okay, i love you to' or 'bye' and it made you more suspicious of what was happening to him.

he is not cheating, (first name). he's just busy.

you gave yourself a physical slap as you scolded yourself that jun would never do that.

in all honesty, jun was acting weird these days. after you rejecting his request for sex, he became... a bit distant to you. no more morning texts, voice mails, whatever.

you were about to open your text book when your phone rang. groaning loudly, you rolled your eyes, thinking that it was just your mom who was going to ask you to run a few errands for her.

your eyebrows creased as you saw your friend's caller id flashing on the little screen of your phone.

"(best friend's name), what do you want? i'm studying!"

she laughed, loud enough to make your left ear deaf. "bullshit, (first name). i didn't know you study..."

you rolled your eyes, as if she could see them and sighed. "just tell me what you want!"

"promise me you won't cry?"

"ugh."

"i'll take that as a yes," she paused, "yoomi and jun are fuck buddies."

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"alright guys, i think that's enough for today!" coups announced, wiping off the sweat that hoarded on his forehead.

the members cheered, mentally thanking him for giving them the rest they deserve. "thanks coups, i think i'm gonna collapse back there," jeonghan stated, panting.

"shut up," he chuckles, "don't talk like we don't stay up this late!"

"hey," jeonghan almost whispered and motioned the latter to come closer to him.

seungcheol raised an eyebrow but did what he was told. "jun has been looking at his phone really often this week, do you know what's wrong?" he looked at jun whose eyes were glued to his phone.

coups shrugs, "i don't exactly know but, i think it's his girlfriend,"

"what? are they on some sort of fight or..?"

"how should i know? ask mingyu or wonwoo! they're the gossip team!"

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jun looks at his phone for the nth time today expecting a text from her. she hasn't sent him a single text message since last week. at first, he ignored it, thinking that she was just busy with her exams but the fifth and the sixth day? come on.

his phone beeped, and his eyes lighten up a bit but then frowned after seeing that it wasn't her.

from: yoomin

i'm stressed, wanna have fun? ;D

he shook his head and deleted the message.

his face lit up again as soon as she texted him.

from: goddess <3

happy anniversary, jun~ ^^

his heart fluttered for a moment; something that he hadn't felt in months. he smiled as he pressed her number for a call.

one ring...

two rings...

and then she picks up. "hi babe, happy anniversary! sorry, i was busy with practice, but i'm here now!" jun said enthusiastically.

she emits a laugh, "hey jun, why are you calling?" her voice cracked, "you're supposed to be with yoomin. she needs you right now," and then, the line went dead.

jun gulped, feeling the guilt dither through every part of him.

with teary eyes, he sprinted towards the apartment the once shared, not caring if it was cold outside.

and there, he found her, behind stacks and stacks of books yet, she was not studying. her hands were on her face as small sobs can be heard from across the living room.

he doesn't know how he should feel. seeing her like that was too much. she loves him with all of her heart, yet he just rammed it aside because she doesn't want to have sex with him.

she was so thin and she looked more fragile than ever. "(first name),"

she jolted up at the sudden call. "j-jun," she sniffed, wiping away the tears that had fallen on her cheeks. "i-i thought you were with yoomin?"

he shook his head and ran up to her, engulfing her in a warm and tight embrace. now, he had sworn that he'll never make her miserable, like he once did.

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