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"Forget it."

Those two words managed to pierce a needle in your heart, sinking through the deepest part of it, completely distorting all of the sanity that has dwelled inside you.

You stand there, unsure of what to say. Jun had never thought about things like that but now, why does it seem like he was breaking up with you --no, he is breaking up with you. There was no uncertainty, no. His voice trembled but it was stern and like he had planned it somewhere in between the month.

Your eyes darted from him to the ground below you, watching your feet crush the rocks with the soles of your shoes. "J-Jun...?" You managed to squeak out, "Why?"

He looks down, guilt starting to form in the pit of his stomach. "I don't know.. I j-just-"

"Am I a bad girlfriend, Junhui?" You ask, ignoring the raging waterfall from your eyes.

"N-no!" He retorts, "You're every man's wish, honestly..." His voice was now a bit broken and had toned down slightly.

Your eyes shifted to him once again, probably your last time glancing on his features.

"Sorry," He mutters to himself, feeling more and more guilty seeing your crying form. "I really am. It's just that, if I'd continue this you'll be hurt more... I don't want that to happen," He looks at you sympathetically.

He turns his back to you, heart heavy and small tears formed on the sides of his eyes but managed to blink it off. No, he wasn't worthy anyways. She was a gem and he was only a mere stone on the ground