Your heart raced after hearing the sound of your phone ringing, the ringtone that you have set especially for him, dancing on your ears. You grasped your phone that was laying on your stomach, eyes forming into crescents as you saw his display name.
You bit your lower lip as you try to suppress the growing smile in your plump lips. "H-hello?" You almost stumble upon your words because of the fact that you can't help but to feel all giddy inside.
A chuckle was heard form the other line, and your heart did multiple somersaults. "Hello~" An enthusiastic voice boomed from the little speaker of your phone.
His voice sounded a bit raspy, and you thought that he just got off from bed but, you think that his voice was the most angelic voice you have ever heard.
You shift your position on the couch you were sitting on, feeling bubbles come out of your stomach and your heart started to beat rapidly on your chest, slightly panging on your rib cage.
"Have you eaten?" You ask after taking a deep breath, trying to calm yourself from what you think was euphoria.
There was a movement on the other line, "Nope. I just woke up, actually." He chuckles and you can't help but to smile from ear to ear.
"Then why didn't you eat first?"
"Hmm..." He stops for a moment, "I just wanted to check on you!" He laughs.
Your cheeks had a tint of pink across it as you try to shrug off what he said. "Oh my god..." You mumble to yourself.
"What is it?"
"Ah, no. You should stop flattering me. It's not good." You laugh.
He also emits a hearty laugh. "I'm not!"
Jun and you ha been buddies for the longest time. Though, you two hadn't really met yet, you were the closest of friends and you feel comfortable by talking to him, ranting about how bad or good your day goes, everything.
He held a special spot in your heart. The fact that you had completely fallen in love with a person you have never met was the most excruciating scenario for you. Because you hadn't met, it was no lie that he only looked at you as a friend or a little sister.
You had no plans of confessing because you were afraid that he might end your relationship, and you were pretty content of what you had with him. Who was he to like you, anyway? You were just a girl he met online and not have seen your face even once.
So, you were forced to live with the feeling of desolation, eating you little by little every time you hear his voice through the speaker of your phone.
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im sorry i cant think of smth for an ending so yeah.
also i based this off real life lol.
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