Kellic | Crazy

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     It was now four months of Vic and I being together. I consider myself to be the absolute happiest person alive.
   It's pretty crazy how one person can walk into your life and change everything. I used to be so depressed, just a few days before i met Vic i was in the darkest time in my life, and he repaired me.

    Today would be the day i introduced him to my mother. I had been meaning to for so long but he seems to always have plans.

  Before i introduce him though, we were going on another sort-of date.
   I planned on taking him up to the rooftop of an abandoned building that i used to visit when i was feeling sad. I want to go there while i'm feeling happy. I want to go there with someone i love. I want to show him who i was before we met, and how much he has changed me.

    After a while of day dreaming, i walked out of my house and waited for Vic to show up.

  After a few minutes i saw him down the street, he seemed different tonight. He looked sick, very small and fragile. He was slumped over in a sad position.

   He reminded me of what i looked like when i was in my depressed state. It killed me to see him like this.
  "Vic? Are you okay?"
"Yeah im fine. Ready to go?" he replied with the most saddening voice i had ever heard.
   I was concerned, but i know how it feels when someone keeps pushing you to tell you why they're sad, so i let it go.

   We talked a bit on the walk there, he sounded so drained. I hated it. I wanted so badly to know what made him this way.

    As we made it up to the rooftop, he kept staring down onto the empty parking lot below. Something that reminded me all too much of myself. I knew exactly what the look on his face was. I cautiously said his name "Vic. What are you doing?" he looked at me with tears in his eyes and looked back down. I stared at him and all of a sudden there was, this thing. I don't know how to explain it. He changed, for a split second. It was as if he disappeared, but he was still there. I caught a glimpse of myself in him. I backed away as he opened his mouth to speak
   "Are you happy Kellin?"
I nodded my head yes. I wasn't happy at this moment but lately i had been perfectly fine.
    He spoke again
"Why is it that i'm, too perfect to be real Kellin?"
  I stuttered over my words that made out nothing. I was beyond confused and scared at the moment. But then i realized something.