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So I guess this is my first time doing an Angst fanfic? I've read a few and I decided maybe I should do Angst! This was inspired by the DRV3 fanfics that people have written on Tumblr, so hopefully this goes well! (Edit: This turned out REALLY bad and includes suicide, so read at your own risk.)
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Guide:
y/n - Your Name
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You were laying on your bed in your room. You stare at the flat roof, as the despair and the hopelessness started to fill the dark atmosphere around you. Amami kept knocking on your door, as he started to bang harder and harder. "Open up (y/n)!" You didn't answer. You felt too depressed and tired to say hello to your admiring boyfriend. He gave you so much happiness and love that almost changed that dark mood of yours into a bright and colourful one, but it didn't seem to change your perspective of yourself. You had suffered from anxiety and depression for a while now, but Amami still loved you. You asked yourself the same question everyday: why such a handsome and kind boy would love a boring and dull person like you? You dug your face into your pillow, as it started to soak with the tears that were coming out from your eyes. The green-haired boy didn't give up on you. He kept knocking and banging onto your door. He sounded like he was getting more angrier and angrier. "(Y/n)! Could you please open your damn door!" The loud noises never stopped, your tears spread on your pillow. "(Y/n), please, just do it for me." Your tears started flowing like a waterfall, as the despair and anxiety started coming deeper into you. It felt like as if it was controlling you. You decided to finally get off your bed, but not walk towards the door. The drawer slowly opened, as it made a creak sound. The sliver shiny blade reflected in your eye. Amami suddenly stopped banging and knocking. You could almost hear him wiping his tears. He banged his back against the door, as he slid down with his warm hands against his face. The green-haired boy silently cried, as he knew what you were about to do. You picked up the knife, and looked at it. You held it closely against your arm. "I'm sorry, Amami, I know you tried to help, but this despair and hopelessness in me just won't go away." The knife strikes deeper and deeper into your skin, as dark blood started coming alive. All of a sudden, your door was knocked down. It was your boyfriend. He ran towards you, slapping the knife out of your hand. Your tears fell against your face. "(Y/n)! What the hell are you doing!" Amami looked deeply into your eyes, as you titled your head to the ground. "Amami, do you truly love me?" You looked back up at him again, but with a more depressed and teary face. You fell onto your knees, as Amami went with you. He looked at your arm, all bloody and a mess. A small single tear came out of his eye, as he gave you a hopeless face. "I can't make you happy can I?" You have never seen the green-haired boy so sad before in your life. His head fell on your chest, as he grabbed your shirt and brought it closer to him, looking down at the ground. His single tears started turning into multiple. You rested your chin onto his soft, green hair. You wrapped your bloody arm around his head. "I'm sorry Amami, I made you so worried." You grabbed his face away from your chest, and kissed his forehead ever so gently. He continued to cry silently, as your arm bled more. The boy helped himself off you slowly, and walked away to get you help. You saw him walk away ever so sadly and upsettingly. You wiped off your tears with your other arm, and sniffed and placed yourself onto the bed. A couple minutes of later, your boyfriend came back. He had with him a first-aid kit and a bottle of water. Amami opened the bottle for you, and helped you drink most of the liquid. He gently wrapped the long white bandage around your arm, and gave you a big hug. Your tears started to slowly come back again, but Amami then wiped them away. "I will always be here for you, (Y/n)." The atmosphere was still dull and depressing, but apart of it felt like heaven on the clouds.
A couple of days had passed later, and you were even more depressed than ever. Your own boyfriend was dead, and even died in front of you. As you held the knife in your hand, you had a sudden flashback. "Will you always love me?" Amami asked you as you both laid in bed. He looked deeply into your beautiful eyes, and adjusted your hair. "Yes," you said with a soft voice. You both shared a deep kiss, but then your flashback started to become dark. A vision of Amami lying dead on the floor started coming into your mind. You saw yourself crying uncontrollably front of him. "(Y/n), I will always love you no mater what." As he said those words, his voice started fading away. The blood pool he was in started spreading. He coughed out some blood, and gave you a slight smile. Your frown made you burst into more tears. "Amami, why did you have to leave me?!" The green-haired boy struggled but was able to put his hand around your cheek. "Oh (Y/n), you know I will always be by your side." You looked into his dying eyes. "But I'll be all alone, depressed and in despair," you said upsettingly. Amami then dropped his arm down against the floor, as his time was fading away fast. "I love you, (Y/n.)" His eyes started to slowly close, as he saw you shaking his body to wake you up. You screamed: "Amami! Amami!" His corpse laid there still, as you slammed your head against his chest, crying tears that dropped into his blood. The day that he had died, he had committed suicide. Just two days after when you were about to. The sudden flashback soon disappeared. And you were all ready to join him as he was in a better place. Seconds later, you fell onto the floor, as a blood pool started to form under you. "I'll see you soon, Amami." You slowly closed your eyes peacefully, as the thought of seeing your boyfriend again started coming into your mind.
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Sorry that this was so dark and deep, it just reminded me the thought of tests and assessments. Anyways, hoped you enjoyed that boring fanfic. Please comment suggestions if you have any!
