My Life As God (Metachuck)

The Darkness and Her Lock

   I can only tell what I know of the darkness from being with her, for she was long before me and all else. She was all I had and all I had ever known from the beginning. She was the first to exist and I was second. She helped me with everything, from knowing right from wrong to controlling my powers and creating things. She had endless power, what she could and did do was unimaginable. It's often hard for my creations to understand just how endless her power was. She can do things as simple as heal herself and others to something as complex consume grace and souls, but she still has weaknesses. She can be harmed by combined angel smiting, combined magical attacks, Lucifer's Spear, and light. Now when you see light you probably think harming her would be easy, but it's not as simple as that. The power of the light would have to be something as powerful as thousands of suns, or me, but it's not as easy as that to kill her. If you harm the darkness and she dies then, the Cosmic Balance is unbalanced and this is where it get complicated. You see, if she or I die then the world will cease to exist. Everything would cease to exist, including you, all of the galaxies out there, and me. Once one of us dies everything ends.

   None of this was an issue until I started to create things. When I created archangels she didn't understand why I needed more than her. I explained to her that I just wanted us to have others to talk to and to be around, but she still didn't completely understand and to this day she still doesn't. I don't think she'll ever understand completely and she's running out of time to start too. 

   Things only got worse when I created the other angels. She grew angrier as the years went on,but locked it away. Not telling anyone of how she felt must have killed her inside until only anger and bitterness was left, none of my sweet older sister remained by the time that I decided to create humanity. When I decided to create humanity I had to lock away the darkness, otherwise she would harm you. I enlisted my archangels to fight alongside me in the battle and when it was over I made a lock to keep her away forever. I entrusted this mark to my lieutenant and eldest son, Lucifer, but the mark was to much and it corrupt him. He talked to Abel, one of the two sons of Adam and Eve. Abel thought he was talking to me, though he was talking to one of the farthest things from it. Lucifer then talked to Cain, Abel's brother and the other son of Adam and Eve. Cain agreed to become a demon and bare the mark. This later caused him to kill his brother and become a Knight of Hell. Cain passed the mark on to Dean Winchester who refused to give into it and killed death instead of his brother. Dean and his brother Sam got the mark removed with the help of a witch named Rowena and set the darkness free. That is the backstory as to why you're world has gone crazy and it is all my fault. I plan to fix it all, but know that no matter how dark Amara is she is the light of my life.