All of it is Trumatizing. Between being kidnapped, killing your kidnapper, being stabbed with a dagger and Jayden treating himself like a nusence, like a piece of sh*t. I just want it all to end. He keeps saying he's dangerous. He keeps telling me he kills people. I can't take all this pressure. I love him so much. I don't want anything to happen to us. I want it to stop. I pray to the gods. " please. Please. Please. Let it all be ok. It's really touching right now to the point where I wanna--- gah!" I said as tears are streaming down my face.
At this point I've seen it all happen. I've seen people die. I've killed a man before. I've even died myself. All for Jayden. After all I've done for him. I risked my goddamn LIFE for him. I'm not leaving cause he thinks he'll kill me. Has he forgotten? Im immortal. I can't die. I sit on my knees and cover my face. My hands start to feel.... weird. I let go of my face and look at my hands. It felt like....burning. I then saw my tears. They were BURNING my hand. I stood up and tried to run to the sink to wash it off but I forgot my leg was broken and fell. " OW!" I yelled grabbing my foot. I heard Jayden rush in.
" are you ok?!" He yelled. " yeah. Yeah I'm fine." I said biting my bottom lip. " are you sure?" He said. " yes. I'm Fine." I said. He picked me up bridal style and tried to put me on the couch but I wrapped my arms and legs around him like a baby holds her mother. " what are you doing?!" He said he let go of my back. " I'm not leaving you." I said " Alexsis--" he said before I cut him off.
"I know you think you're dangerous and you think you might kill me but I have immortality. I wasn't joking Jayden." I said lifting my head to look at him, still wrapped around him. " I-" he said " no, Jayden. I know you've been stressed lately. I can hear you. I can see you. I can sense that you are. I'm not giving up on you. This has all been one crazy adventure. You're my adventure. With out you, I wouldn't have had the thrill of my life. You're my everything, Jayden. I love you." I said. He sighed. " I know and i love you too. It's just everyone I've ever cared about has died on me. I killed my own father. I watched my little brother die. And I know that my mom and brother are probably worried and stressed because they miss me. It's all because of me. I ruin people's lives, Alex. I don't wanna ruin yours." He said " don't worry. You won't. You're the light of my life and I wouldn't give you up for anything. You're the reason I've grown and you're the reason I've loved. My mom and dad are probably still worried about me. But I'll get to them. I'm not going anywhere with out you." I said getting off him. " " I'll leave when you leave even if it's forever." I said " ok" he said I kissed him at it was a meaningful kiss. I felt the love. Or maybe that's my tears. Either way, I felt it. When we stopped his eyes were extra pink. I smiled.
He picked me up bridal style. "Jayden!" I yelled laughing " put me down!" I said still laughing . He ran to the room and threw me on the bed and left the room and held it shut so I could get out. I tried the doorknob. No budge. He's strong. " Jayden! Let me out!" I said smiling. He laughed. That was the first time I've heard him really laugh. He must be... happy. He finally left and ran. I opened the door and ran after him. " I'm gonna get you!" I said laughing. I tried to catch up but he was too fast. He ran out of the base and I ran after him. He ran to the tree. I finally caught up I tripped and fell on him. We looked at each other and blushed. We kissed.
I rolled off him. And we just stared at the sky for a while. It was beautiful.
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Trapped in a video game (re-writing)
AdventureThis book is about a girl who loves video games and eventually gets trapped in one! She meets a boy on her long journey to try to escape. Will they escape? Or will they stay in the video game together? Will they fall In love? Or will they just stay...