Thug Passion (Urban)

Thug Passion - Chapter 5

Me and Jayden have been getting close over the last few weeks we've been hanging out.

My nigga D haven't talked to me since homeboy gave me my money. I'm not tripping but I still care. We haven't gone this long without either of us talking to each other so its kind of like "what the hell". But I mean if he doesn't want to talk I'm cool with that, no pressure.

Anyway back to Jayden. Jayden is my baby just thinking about him brings a smile to my face.

We haven't made it official, I mean it's too early but damn can a nigga dream? He makes me laugh. He's that nigga and I'm that mothafucka, you feel me? And that nigga got this mothafucka feelin some type of way.

Speaking of homeboy, Xavier has been giving me this weird vibe from me lately. It's like he's feeling me, he in love or has some type of affection towards me. I only see him in school and in the streets but we never speak.

"Yoo, D!" I called out. He turned around and seen it was me then turn right back around and kept walking. Into the warehouse. What the fuck? I ran towards him and stopped him.

"Yo, my nigga what the fuck is your problem lately?"

"Nothing Peaches, just get out my face." I pushed him back.

"Nah, your ass been ignoring me." He looked at me with a blank face then said. "You really dont know do you?"

"Know what?"  He shooked his head in shame like I was suppose to know something.

"Damn Peach."

"Yo, if it's about the other day I apologize. I didn't know my actions would effect you like that. I also apologize for blowing up on you like that. You're my nigga D and I hate it when we don't speak."

"Peach, I care for you."

"I care for you too."

"No, no. Cashmere, I can't be friends with you. I've been holding back my feelings for you for too long. Then already knowing that you don't feel the same way I do, I just can't. That's why i'm leaving. I can't do it anymore Cash."

I felt tears coming to my eyes and I couldn't believe what i'm hearing. He also used my real name. He's serious.

"No Peach don't cry." He said wiping my tears away which made me cry even more.

"What the fuck Damontae? What the actual fuck are you talking about bout? You really leaving me over some feelings? You know what fuck you! I don't cry for nobody, ever. Not even when my parents died. And i'm right here crying for you and you leaving." I shook my head.

"Cash, you're making it harder for me. I can't okay? I like you. More than like. I'm possibly in love with you. These feelings I can't control. They've been here for years."

"And you're just now saying something?" He just looked at me. My tears stopped coming and Im mad as shit.

"Wow. You're just like everybody else. JUST like everybody else! Shit gets to hard they take the easy way out. They run. I don't give a fuck anymore, leave, bye."

"Don't try and turn the tables on me Peach. I have to do what's best for me even meaning hurting the ones I love. I'm sorry Cash. I really am."

"And I have to do what's best for me even letting you go."

"Peach, don't do this."

"I didn't do shit! You did the doing! You're the one leaving not me!" I walked away and he grabbed my arm.

"Fuck off me nigga! Fuck you!"

"Cashmere I said that i'm sorry what more do you want?"