3 years later
Damn. I feel like a brand new me. I mean im still the same old person I was but at the same time I've changed. Im 20 now and for a 20 year old im wiser and more mature. Jail time have changed me. It had me thinking. Thinking about everything and it made me realize that the bullshit I was doing when I was a youngin is no good.
Im finally out and nobody knows, not even Xavier. Xavier been there for me ever since I was ever put in that jail cell. He's my A1 day1. He's my rock and I love him and I know he loves me back.
I cut off all ties with Damontae. I mean sure that was my nigga ever since diapers days. But sometimes shit doesnt stay the same forever and people change and he was just one of those people. We just grew apart and parted ways.
Like I said I feel new. My appearance is new. I have red velvet hair and it got longer all the way to my butt. Yes boo its all real. I got my nose pierced, I had got more tatts and my body is more defined. And im not going to lie, I love it. But right now im on my way to Xaviers house to surprise him.
I park in his drive way in my new bently. Yes, im bawling and I just got out of jail. The door is unlocked so I walk right in. I know he's home because his car is parked. But its dead silent. All you hear is my heels clicking and then I hear moans.
Oh hell no, this betta not be him fucking some girl. I thought to myself and im already preparing myself for the worst. I tiptoe up the steps and the moaning is getting loader and its coming from the master bedroom. I opened the door and see Xavier having a threesome with two other girls.
Fuck. I thought.
"What the hell Xavier, what the fuck is this?" I already had tears in my eyes.
"B-Baby?"
"I should fucking kill you! You a fucking dog! I should've known. You know what ima just bodybag this nigga. Nah, that land my ass back in jail." By that time I was basically talking to myself. And the two girls was quickly trying to put their clothes on, so was Xavier.
"Yall two can stay, its only going to take a minute." I smiled sweetly at them and they looked at me crazy. I pulled a gun out my purse and pointed it at them. "Unless yall want to take another route." I giggled innocently.
"Baby, just put it away."
"Im not talking to you, you bitch ass nigga.You're irrelevant. Im talking to these lovely ladies."
I sat in a chair infront of them, gun on my lap.
"Yall is too pretty to be caught up in all of this. I am so highly sure you really dont know who you fucking with. But im telling you, I am not the bitch to fuck with. Dont ever come back here unless you want me to hunt you down, chop you up into little pieces and let your remains float in a river. So yall can leave and lock the door behind you."
They immediately left. Xavier was deadly silent.
"Xavier, you know I love you and for you to do this really hurt me. It really did and I dont know what to do. If it was old me, I wouldve been had yall niggas in body bags. But thats not me, not anymore. But you doing this is making the old me return. You dont know how hard for me not to find them bitches and kill them and have you right in the damn ground right next to them."
"Baby, im sorry. Please, you dont know how sorry I am. I was in the moment, not getting any in 3 years does alot to a nigga."
"Cant you please yourself with your hand?"
"Yes, but baby its not the same as the real thing."
"Xavier, just shut the fuck up. You dont know how fucking idiotic you sound right now. And let me just tell you, you sound hella stupid."
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Thug Passion (Urban)
Teen FictionHer name is Cashmere, follow her through her journey.