Connect The Stars

5. Crying Out

Hello This is the first authors note but I just wanted to tell you all after this chapter.  Time will go slow instead everything being really quick. Also grammar will be better as well so please enjoy!

Dippers pov

Bill laid beside me as we both got ready to go to bed. I was facing the wall away from Bill as I curled up into a little ball. My room was kinda cold was I tried to get warmer. Bill had earlier gone and hang out with Mable. I wondered if Bill liked Mable. I hoped a bit cause Bill seemed like a nice guy for my sister also I never she had a huge crush on him so she'd be really happy.  "Hey bill?" I said quietly, feeling a bit of movement on the bed after I spoke. "yess?" he asked. He sounded really tired. "ahh do you like my sister?"  I said in a almost whisper , I was kinda scared for his answer. However I had no idea why. "what do you mean." He asked. I rolled my eyes not wanting to explain "are you in love with my sister" I said louder, no wanting to repeat myself again "Nah fam" My eyes shot open. Wait really? But he flirts with her all the time. Maybe just for fun? god Bill was confusing! Then I thought again What does he mean by fam ? "u-uh oh why not?" I asked while turning my head a bit. "Cause shes not my type. to clingy. Also I like someone else." I sighed and turned my body a bit trying to get in a more conferrable potion  "wow o-one day and your already have a crush on someone" I playfully rolled my eyes and smirked. "trust me dipper this is not a crush. I think I'm in love with them." I hummed in response, my heart kinda hurt a bit and I didn't know why. I closed my eyes and turned my body over to the other side of the bed. "well how do you-" I cut myself off when I opened my eyes. Bill and me were face to face. Are lips inches apart. I instantly went red and pushed my self back "eek!" Soon after I found myself falling off my bed. I hit the floor with a thud. "ooww.." I rubbed my arm that got hurt when I fell. "oh no! Dipper you okay!" Bill crawled over and looking over down from the bed . His head only stuck out a bit meaning I could only see his eyes and forehead. "y-ya I'm fine just got scared." I said getting up and dusting off my pants. I looked at bill who rolled over back on the side of his bed and was hiding his face in the pillow "you good bill?" I asked. I saw him nod. I hummed and laid back into bed and tried to sleep. Then I remembered My night tares! Usually I had nightmare in my sleep. They weren't everyday but I was scared about if I had one tonight. I closed my eyes tightly and tried to sleep. Soon my mind went blank and I fell asleep.

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I looked around to see a big forest with many trees . The wind was like a song . Everything was pretty peaceful. "Dipstick!"" I heard Mable say from behind me. I turned to meet her gaze. "ya Mable?" asked with caring eyes. But soon I realized her eyes were filled with tears and she looked pissed. "M-Mable..? what wrong?"  The world around me was getting funky but I didn't really know where we were anymore. "y-you did this to me! I hate you!" Mable yelled. My heart hurt "w-what do you mean?!" I yelled back "You took Bill! I know no one will ever love me! So whats the point on living!" She had one hand behind her that I swore before was in front of her but my mind was a bit foggy."But Mable he doesn't even like me! I don't know what your talking a-about! I DON'T EVEN LOVE HIM!" I shouted  I was about to sob "I'll just kill myself here. and now" she pulled out a gun from behind her. My eyes widened. "Life hates me! No one loves me!" She shouted and tears came out of her eyes "It's all your fault! you took everyone from me!" She put the gun to her head. "No! wait Mable! I love you don't do this!"  I cried out. "Dipper.. its not the same." Bang. My eyes went wider as she hit the ground. I quickly ran up to her and hug her tightly. 'no! why! not Mable. Anything but Mable! Sis come back your the only family I got who love me! Mable no' I screamed sometimes my sobs interrupted my words "Dipper!" I heard a shout. The world started to disappear and I awoke.

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"Dipper wake up! It's just a bad dream!" My eyes opened. My eyes were foggy from the tears coming out of my eyes. Soon my eyes cleared up and I saw bill sitting above me. "B-bil-" Before I could finish he pulled me up and hugged me tightly "you scared the crap out of me Pinetree." I looked at the back of his head and hugged his shoulders "I-I-" I got cut off by him again "shh Don't talk just calm down and realize it was only a dream." I thought for a sec "c-c-calm. I'm a-as calm as can be." I said not noticing my stutters. He shock his head and Held me closer "your hyperventilating and you heart beat is going a mile a minute." Soon I realized what he said, I was breathing quick and I felt like I was about to pass out. I put my head in his neck without even thinking of what I was doing. I soon fell back asleep. 

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The next morning, I woke up with a warm heat source next to me. I felt nice so I snuggled more into it. Soon I opened my eyes to see a bare chest. My eyes widened and I pushed myself back a bit, I realized it was Bill, Both of his hands were place on my waist making it so I was close to him, I madly blushed. How did we get in that potion?! I was very unconformable. I soon remembered I had a nightmare but I had forgot what it was about , I flinched a bit from the thought. As I pushed my body further away slowly not to wake him so I was out of his grip his body turned and twisted trying to get conferrable again. I sat up and looked over at the clock to see it was 4:00. I smiled. I actually got to sleep in today! I usually got up around 3 to get ready but I slept a hour in! Ehh it kinda felt weird. I'll wake up at 3 tomorrow. I got out of bed and went over to my closet. I slid the glass mirror to the side and looked for a outfit to wear. I grabbed a navy blue jacket and a orange shirt. I grabbed grayish green jeans and new underwear. I turned around to see Bill fast asleep. It's to early he probably wont wake up. 

I slipped off my shirt and put on The clean orange one. I took off my pants and underwear and put on the others that I chose out. I walked over to my closet mirror and looked in it. I slid on my jacket and looked over at my night stand. On top of the lamp was my hat. I quickly grabbed it but before I put it on I looked in the mirror again. I looked up at my forehead. With my left hand I lifted my bangs reveling my birthmark. If Bill ever saw this He would probably laugh at me and not be friends with a freak like me.

I looked down and covered my forehead with my bangs again. I slid my hat on and looked over at bill. He was fast asleep. His face was was facing me , his snores we're small and cute. Wait what!? No! I'm don't like Bill! I just met him and - ahh! just shut up brain!

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