29. Shut up Head!

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Hahah I'm back kinda. School just started tho I'm not using that as an excuse. Cause I wrote this at school. . . I've just Been lazy ;; But I will finished this book by November! I promise. Any Enjoy,

Dippers Pov

   I sighed as I entered my school grounds. This weekend was crazy and I was kinda glad to be back here, unlike others who wish the end of the year would just come already, Which it was only about 2 weeks away. After this I'd go straight to college. Hopefully with Bill. . . I didn't really know what I wanted. I knew I was way younger then Bill and he might be going to some amazing rich college while I have no idea where I'm going. Either way Choosing your dream over someone you love is a decision I don't wanna make yet. 
   I Scanned the halls I felt my pocket vibrate and I grabbed my phone out of it. I turned it on to see the screen light up with a pic of my sister, Bill and I as the wallpaper. However it was a bit blurred out since I had gotten a text.

 However it was a bit blurred out since I had gotten a text

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    Soon I felt two warm hands wrap around my waist. and I jumped a bit from surprise.
"Morning~" Bill chuckled as he rest his chin on my shoulder
    In the Beginning I wouldn't let Bill even hold me at school, however soon I learned to push everyone aside and let be a Bill just be happy. However we never kissed in public cause Pda is just gross.
"Morning, Did you have a nice night?" I asked as I began to walk, making Bill let go of me however I quickly grabbed his hand from missing his warmth.
"It was fine. I came out to Nile, so that was fun" He said as he smiled, I'm guessing it went well then.
"Hey Bill?"  I asked as I squeezed his hand. He looked over at me with concern.
"Yah?"
"What are you planning to do after you graduate. . .?"  I looked slightly up at him.
"Well, lets see I'm not going to college for awhile that's for sure but I plan to be with you for the future. And after I turn eighteen I'll get my own place and you can move in when you turn eighteen." He stated as he put his usually smile/Smirk on his face.
   I smiled too and hummed. Being in-love was weird, so weird I can't explain it.
"When do you turn 18 anyway?" I ask while leaning onto him a bit.
   "The day after Graduation" Bill said plainly.
My eyes widen as I let go of him and stop my tracks.
   "What!? That's in two week!? You didn't tell me!" I yelled but not to loud so I wouldn't make a scene.
   "I didn't see it as a big deal. To be honest I just wanna spend the day with you. I don't want a party or anything" Bill smiled and kissed my cheek. "That's my dream Birthday." He chuckled as I turned beet red.
   "Did I hear someone say party!?" Mable squealed as she jumped on Bill.
   "Oh no" Me and Bill said at the same time.
   "NO way I'm letting you get away with  with have a birthday with no party! It's settled! I will create this beautiful amazing birthday for you! Even if you don't want one! After this party you'll never wanna not have a party again!!" Mable ranted on and on. I felt bad for Bill but he seemed okay with it.
   I Smiled lightly a chuckled lightly, I opened my eye slightly so see Bill smiling lightly at me with his pale lips. I blushed lightly and looked away.
   "We need to get to class" I turned my body toward the hallway and started to walk.
   "Hey wait!" Bill ran over to me. "I wanna go somewhere first" Bill smirk slightly which got me scared. A teenage boy, whose my boyfriend, is smirking at me wanting to go somewhere. That spells danger all over.
   "Bill I really need to get to class-" I Looked back at him but he was already pulling my down the opposite end of the hallway. "Bill!"
   "Shush shush, you'll make it to class" Bill kept tugging me along while holding my hand tightly as if he didn't want to. Probably cause He was kidnapping me!
   Soon we made if out the the football field as the sun was just peaking put from beyond the clouds. Bills continued to walk until we made it under the bleachers.
   "Oh now I know what you're doing." I crossed my arms and glared at him "Kissing isn't as important as school Bill.
   "I know I know, but I've been carving it since last time." Bill said as he walked towards me, I backed up till I hit a wall the was behind the bleachers. I'm dead.
   Bill came up to me putting his hand against the wall beside my face while grabbing my hip with his other.
   "Your lips are soft~ I couldn't get enough of them." Bill stated while kissing my cheek, This Bill was kinda scary, not in a bad way but almost a good way. I hate to say it but as a teenage boy I admit I'm turned on. Something I never thought I'd feel through life.
   "Your a little frozen Pinetree~" he bit my ear and shut my eyes tightly before he came back down and kissed me lightly. I almost gave in to quick. One thing I wasn't a good kisser and second I hated this feeling is being dragged in, not by Bill but my heart.
   Our lips moved slow together until Bill started to deepen the Kiss by getting closer and put his tongue in my mouth. The feeling was weird but it also felt good. Before he pulled back he bite my lips and that got me exotic! He kissed my cheek and trailed down to my collar bone before starting to kiss and lick my neck. I had no idea what to do so all I did was grab tightly onto him. All a sudden I felt this weird sucking feeling on my neck and I tried to look down at him. I had been to blinded of when I realized what he was doing it was already to late. I pushed him back lightly and blushed madly.
   "Bill!" I shouted slightly but made sure to stay quiet. and he did was snicker.
   "I just wanted to mark my Pinetree~ Now everyone knows your mine." He smirked and kissed my birthmark before grabbing his bag. "See you in class." He winked and left. I was still frozen. That- That-!
   "Flirt boy asshole!" I shouted but Bill didn't hear it. I sat down and put my head in my palms.     Now I wasn't mad just flustered, also if my dad saw my hickey he'd flip! Though Mabel and My mother would be Proud. Where do you think Mabel go her personality? The bell soon rang but I stayed put. I was to deep in thought to hear it.
Bill, Bill- ugh why does my chest have this feeling!? It hurts but it also happy.
   "I hate love! Ugh!" I fell onto the grass and looked up. Before I knew it I was laughing. Being a teen was confusing and to be honest I didn't know if I was gonna be with Bill forever. I hoped I would be. But I couldn't see the future.
   Bill and I living together, me being that house wife. Or bill. Be cute to see him in an apron.
I giggled a bit before turning onto my side and playing with the grass with one finger
Marriage? Kids maybe. We'd give each other welcome home kisses after we came back from work. Go on fancy dates or stupid dates and then at night and go to be cuddling and sometimes maybe have - wait. My eyes widen as I sat up quickly.
   Sex holy crap. How could I forget something so important in a relationship! Oh god, Bill and I doing. IT. AH! The thought makes me freak out. How does Gay sex work. Just rub your things together? I mean we don't go no hole s- Wait. . . OH FUCK NO! That would hurt! And from evidence I think Bill would be more dominate. Why am I even thinking about this!
I quickly sat up and grabbed my bag while dusting myself off.
   "Hah doesn't matter, Bill is turning eighteen soon meaning he can't have sex with me till I'm - No no no! Shut the fuck up head. I'm gonna go into class and learn. I'm going to forget all of this stupid nonsense and work hard today!"


. . . I couldn't get my mind off of it all day.

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