Connect The Stars

13. Regret

I thought I should just get this out. This book updates ever three days. Why three? Cause then I have time to write the chapter and have a life so xD Thanks for all the support! Enjoy

Dippers Pov

It's been a week since the incident with Bill, and I have to say I've fallen more and more for him. I hate myself for it to, I've looked up study's of the term "love" and that evidence just makes me realize how madly in love I am with him. Ever since I had realized I like him, my mind just wants to touch him and... Ahh! NOO! SHUT UP! "Hey Pinetree" Bill said while looking up and down the self in my room. It was filled with books of many different subjects. "Umm Yes?" I asked while facing my desk, I sat in my desk chair not even taking a glance at Bill. "You read Fifty Shades of Grey?" Bill chuckled, I shot up and turned my chair around and looked at him, He held the book in his hand as he skimmed through the pages. I quickly got up and snatched the book out of his hands. My face was full red as I held the book with all my life. "W-what!? It's was a good Book! besides all of 'Those parts'. It was very popular in the reading community so I decided to read it myself..." I said while turning around so I wasn't facing Bill. He began to laughed "Pinetree I'm just joking with you calm down." Bill choked between his laughs. I looked down and nodded. 

Stop acting like a brat! I took a deep breath and set the book on my desk. "Well anyway we should go do something today, It's better then just sitting in my room" I said in m my regular voice. I had to make sure Bill didn't get to me to much or something might happen that I'll regret. "Oh! Let's go to the mall!" Bill said in a sweet tone and smiled brightly. "Okay but you have to drive." I smirked and grabbed my book bag, where I placed my phone, keys, and some books into it. "That will be my pleasure Pinetree~" Bill smirked as well and began to get his stuff together. 

I swung the book bag over my shoulder and nodded "Okay I'm ready." I stated and began to walk out of my room. Bill Jumped up and ran pasted me, He jumped down the stair case and ran to the front door. "Then hurry up!".

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Bill was just about running everywhere at this outdoor Mall Bill had brought me to. I had been here a couple times with Mable but this was Bill's first time here. "Dipper! Let's get ice cream" Bill said while grabbing my wrist. I smiled and nodded, he began to drag me to a little ice cream shop. Bill was such a joyful person. That's one of the things I liked about Bill. I Began to shake my head trying to get the idea out of my head. 

"Dipper what do you want?" Bill asked while looking at the ice cream flavors. "Hey. I'm paying for myself" I said while crossing my arms. "Ya sure, just tell me." Bill said with a chuckled, I playfully rolled my eyes and opened my mouth. "Rainbow sherbet" I smirked and leaned a bit. "okay! Now go find us a table, I like sitting outside so go find a good spot." Bill said while grabbing me and lightly pushing me out of line. I stumbled and looked back at him. "I'll pay you back later..." I mumbled and began to walk outside the ice cream shop. "You can try!" Bill yelled and laughed. I shrugged and walked outside. It was a pretty nice day and I was kinda happy that Bill wanted to sit outside. 

I walked over to a metal table with a green and white umbrella. I sat down in a chair and looked down as I waited for Bill. I wonder if Bill even thinks the same way as me... Does he even remember the whole party thing and just doesn't feel the same way... I laid my head down on the hard metal table and sighed. 

For the last week Cole has been eyeing me down like a hawk but his girlfriend is actually pushing him back. I think it's because of Her and Bill's "friendship". Was I jealous? Well of course but Bill was homosexual. He told me that himself, and he doesn't lie to me... I don't think.

"Oh wow, I didn't know I'd see you here my little smart brain." I heard someone in font me say. They put their hand on my head and began to mess it up. I jumped up and pushed the hand away from me. I looked up to see a tall ginger. Also known as Wendy. She laughed and looked down at me. "God you scared me." I said while looking away and rubbing the back of my neck. "Sorry little guy" She said while taking a seat in one of the other metal chairs, "So why you here? I barely see you at the mall without Mable" Wendy said as she put both her arms across the table. "Ahh actually I'm here with Bill" I said while looking in her direction.  She raised and eyebrow and smirked "You guys have gotten really close hu? I'm surprised you to aren't making out yet." She chuckled and sat up. My face went completely red and I became flustered. "w-w-what!?" I said while covering my face with my hands. 

"Oh hello Ginger" I heard Bill's sweet tone say from behind me, "Hello Bill.  Sorry I didn't mean to interrupt your 'Date' or anything. Just wanted to say hi to this little guy." Wendy laughed and Bill soon joined along. "Wendy! We're not on a-" I was soon cut off but Bill putting my ice cream in my face. "Oh I don't mind. interrupt when ever you want" Bill winked and chuckled. I looked at Bill was if he was crazy, He didn't deny it?! I grabbed the cup of ice cream and set it down on the table. 

Bill Began to pull up another chair over to are table. "So Wendy why are you here today?" Bill asked as he began to eating away on his ice cream. "Nice day I guess, I had extra money to spend" Wendy shrug off. I stayed silent with a still flustered face.

This went on for awhile, Just Bill and Wendy talking with some words being from me. Soon I was able to shake away the embarrassment and began to act normal. However that didn't keep me from being silent. "Well I should get going now, It was nice seeing ya Bill and Dip" Wendy said while getting up and pushing in her chair near the table. "Heh okay, Thanks for spending your time with us." Bill said with a smirk. Wendy nodded and walked off "See you later Dipper" She lastly said before going off so we couldn't see her. 

Admittedly Bill looked over to me with a caring look. "Pinetree are you okay? You haven't talk much since she came." Bill asked, all of his attention was on me. I nodded and looked away. Bill sighed and got up, "Is it cause I didn't deny the fact we were on a date?" Bill said with a bit was cheerless voice. "I ah-" I was cut off once again by Bill speaking up. "If you don't like me doing that stuff you can just tell me, just tell me your unconformable" He looked away, he wasn't acting like his normal self. Did I upset him? I wanted to defend and say I wasn't unconformable but my mouth stay shut. I was worried the wrong words would come out and I would mess up. "Come on let's go" Bill said with a glum tone once again. My eyes became more upset, I felt bad for making Bill seem like he did something wrong. 

To be honest I wished one day we would go on a real date. As lovers. That's all I wished, however my feelings were going to stay in. I had to keep them in.

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