Pride //Hamilton lams AU fanfic

Chapter 10

Alex's POV

I needed someone to talk too. I needed someone badly. I wanted John to hold me like he was before. I wanted comfort. He seemed like the only one who could comfort me and I pushed him away. I was going to go talk to him. I headed to his dorm and it seemed like forever before I got there but it didn't really matter because I eventually got there anyway. I hesitantly knocked on the door to James Madison. Thomas Jefferson's little side kick. I didn't feel like putting up with him. "Is John here?" I asked. "I would like to speak with him." "John! Someone is here to see you!" James yelled. I heard a laptop shut and someone walking to the door. "Oh, Alex, hey!" John said excitedly. Was he excited to see me? I was above and beyond excited to see him. "Im going to see Thomas, Bye guys!" James said and left. James wasn't as bad as Thomas, thanks god. "Come in Alex" John said. I walked in and immediately gave him a hug. I could tell he was shocked but then returned the hug. I felt safe. For once in my life I felt safe, I felt safe in his arms. I buried my head in his neck and a tear fell down my cheek. John pulled out of the hug and looked at me. "What's wrong my dearest, Alex? Would you like to talk about it?" John asked and I just nodded my head. "Ab-about the other night. Th-The reason I was laying in your bed is because, I-I was scared. When I was younger, a horrible storm destroyed my home, and I was one of the only people that survived. Every time a storm comes around it startles me. I just need to feel safe." I continued to explain to him what happened. "Im, Im so sorry Alex." John said. A tear fell down my cheek. He was the first person I opened up to about this and Im so glad I did. I knew I could trust him. He gave me a hug and I just sat there, tears falling down my face. I embraced his warmth. I never wanted to let go of him. We sat there for a couple of moments just hugging each other. I let go and sat there starring at the ground. My cheeks were bright red. I felt it. It was late and I was tired. For the first time in my life I actually wanted to sleep. I was normally up writing essays or some debate. Tonite wasn't that kind of night. I could tell John knew I was tired. "James always spends the nite at Thomas' Dorm so you could spend the nite here if you want instead." John said. I just nodded to tired to talk. "You can stay in my bed if you want." I also just nodded to tired to really cared where I stayed. I crawled onto the bed and lay there for a few minutes. John said goodnight and before he could walk away I grabbed his hand, "Uh- Do you think you could stay with me until I fall asleep?" I asked him shyly. He smiled and nodded. I moved over so he could crawl on the bed. He lied next to me and sooner then I thought we were both asleep. I woke up to John laying next to me with his arm around my waist. I lied there not wanting to move. I felt safe with him. A few minutes later John got up and smiled at me. I just blushed. He grabbed his phone and started typing.
~Groupchat~
TurtleMan: Guys,GUESS WHATTTT
Frenchman: What do you want John?
CinnamonRoll:No need to be such a brat Lafayette.
(AND) PEGGY!: Ya what has Frenchie in a bad mood 😂
TurtleMan: ALEX OPENED UP TO ME!
HeRcUłes: Your kidding, he told you what was wrong, and why he has kept to himself his entire life.
TurtleMan: No Herc. 😒 Yes he did!
CinnamonRoll: I TOLD YOU SO!! I KNEW IT AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T BE THE FIRST BUT LOOK WHO WAS RIGHT!
FrenchMan: Jesus, You must be excited, eh?
TurtleMan: Not only that but we slept together. No, don't get any nasty ideas. Not that "slept together". I told him instead of going to his dorm to spend the night at mine so he did and he asked if I could stay with him until he fell asleep and so I did but I ended up falling asleep and ahhhh.
(AND) PEGGY!: I SHIP IT! OTP!
HeRcUłes: your such a fan girl Peggy.
John got off his phone and dragged me outta bed. "Hey!" I was kinda comfortable where I was!" I whined. He continued to drag me out the dorm and to the cafeteria. I wasn't in them mood to eat but I guess that was what we were doing.

A/N: AHHHHH THE LAMS IN THIS HAS ME HEART TOO PURE. I was in Downtown Disney today and saw a guy that looked exactly like Lin Manuel Miranda but the 2009 Lin and he looked so fetus and I was dying inside. It looked exactly like him. I was like in me head 'should I start singing Alexander Hamilton and if it really is lin I could get his attention and ahhh' 😂😂 well idk what else to say beside thank you for reading this and voting and commenting and bringing Life to the Hamiltrash community. I love y'all 💕💕 (The eagles won today) ✅✅ ~Gabby 🐢🐢💚💎 (this was almost 1000 words long and I was like I should totally make it 1000 words but I am way too lazy too so of well I hope this is good enough for y'all dirty souls. Well most of y'all probably have dirty souls just like mine. Someone just kill me already. TEACH ME HOW TO SAY GOD DAMN GOOD BYE ALREADY LIKE JESUS CHRIST GOD DAMN IT) (this is exactly 1009 words long now)