Changing in the Moonlight [BTS]

Chapter 10 - Concerns

[Yoongi POV]

We all decided to keep a watch on Mina for the next few days. After Bora saw what went down, she became overly stressed and hasn't really been saying a bunch. Jimin has been trying to help, but he feels like he's going to screw something up and make her transform back to whatever we saw the previous day. Jungkook also has been shutting himself out unless he's trying to help something out. He feels like he was the cause of all this.

We haven't moved from this same spot for over a few hours. Bora told us that we shouldn't move until Mina is okay to move on since we all don't know what can go down further in the woods. 

Besides Jungkook and Jimin, I'm actually trying to make Mina more comfortable. She's gonna have to be like this for the next few days, until we reach her aunt's home. I felt like I shouldn't do this though, considering I'm the less destructive one out of Jungkook and Jimin. They're vampires, I'm a black cat. What am I going to do besides scratch people's faces?

Everyone thinks I have no emotions. We all have changed in a way after we all have been cursed. Of course, we know Jungkook has, especially. Before, I was more active but once I was cursed as a black cat, I became more lazy and a bit annoyed at certain times. 

Being called emotionless actually hurts, and you probably expect me to do something myself considering I'm one of the oldest next to Seokjin. However, whenever I try to do something around the maknae, something from Jungkook makes me stop and I try to forget. Maybe it's because... of the incident of his brother.

From what he told us before the affects of the curse took place on him, he said that his brother committed suicide the day before Jungkook's 16th birthday and he was arriving from his military service. He doesn't know the reason but he knew for a fact that his brother has been suffering depression and he feels like it passed onto him. But I just keep telling him that it's just the stupid curse.

That's why I stop and think before I yell at Jungkook, and to be completely honest, I think this goes for almost all of us. He has greatly changed among us, and we don't know what's really going on in his mind, but if we want that happy, shy maknae as before, we will try to cooperate as possible.

After these couple of days, Mina has been reminding me of my old caretaker when I was around 14 years old, after my parents separated. Even when Mina isn't even a caretaker herself, her aura strangely reminds me of her, and she has the same hair. Maybe this is why I'm...

What am I even thinking about. I can't fall in love with Mina, she probably thinks I'm a horrible person on the inside.

I can't believe fearing a beautiful moon would happen, and also to Mina now. She probably hates us at this point.

So I decided to see if she felt any better and sat next to her, away from everyone else on a low tree trunk.

"Hey Mina..." I said. I noticed I wasn't as close, but wasn't as far... she looked at me and smiled, then she lifted her hand, opening and closing it, most likely fearing her vampire form is going to take over.

"So, this is reality? I'm going to be this... 'hybrid' Bora has been talking about?" She looks at me. Her eyes are glistening. That usually means someone wants to cry. 

I bit my lip. I didn't know what to do... 

"I mean, your curse can't be that harmless. I've gotten pretty use to it just by watching!" She then smiled and laughed. Some part of me got surprised she can bring out a laugh. I mean, we all need a bit of laughter once in a while.

"Aren't you scared about tonight?" I asked, trying to start off a conversation. She oddly shook her head, which made me gasp.

"R-Really?" I exclaimed.