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CHAPTER 1
Middle school. The start of so called good relationships, drama, low self esteem, self hate, drugs, and bullies. Well before I get into things, Im Lex, Im 13 , 8th grader. I lived i my city for all my life and I come from a broken family, I was raped when i was 4, Im 1 of 5 kids. My older brother would abuse me and my dad doesn't listen to me and just wants me to grow up and go to collage.
The bus is probably the worst part of the day, You got the know-it alls in the front, and they are probably the 6th graders. Then you got the snobby sluts and diorama douches, probably the 7th graders. Then you have the worst of all in the back of the bus, the so called cool kids that think they are the shit and that they so respected, and those kids are probably the 8th graders.
I was bullied from 5th grade up up in till now.the bus was always a hell I would get spit on and get garbage thrown at me and laughed at. The norm. Well I sit in the front of the bus with 6th graders because of the bullies is the back. So i sit listening the music and reading while the know-it alls try to talk to me. So I look like the biggest loser in the world.
Home room is probably the best part of the school day. No class work no teachers yelling at you, unless you skip or are late for homeroom. the people in my home room aren't too bad. Class though are living hells i swear. All of the teachers hate me. I got four D's on my last report card and two C's. I am in a reading class because when i was little wasn't the best reader and that didn't show up in till now. I get made fun of for it and get get called a retard and sped for being in that class. MY english class and my math class are secluded, there are only 5 other kids in the class besides me, Although i still have 3 other classes with regular people.
I have to eat lunch in the library because i got in to a fight with 3 girls in the lunch room. My mom wanted to press charges but i said no because it would only make things worse. That was probably the only time my mom ever listened to me after dad left. She is never home to care about us, my siblings and I. Hell I'm probably more of a mom then her, I mean i always watch my younger sibling and !she never thanks me. She always says that i should be thanking her.
SETTING; BUS
ew the bus. at 7 a.m i don't think i look good plus I'm feeling incredibly depressed today. Yup and thats from my "mom". She said I was an excuse for a human and that i should be out of my misery. There has been worse but she slapped me hard and it was right before i had to leave so i a guessing my cheek is red.
NARRATOR:
As Lex steps on the bus she finds that the whole front is packed and the seat she usually sits in is taken. She walks slowly to the middle still no seat and she approaches the back and there is 1 seat. Right in front of the bullies. as she sits down she goes to put her headphones in Zac [bully] rips them from her,"Watcha goin' do Ms,Cuts?'. that got a laugh out of every one.Lex's face got red and she held back her tears.
"what's wrong baby, can't take a joke?" Marian giggled out. " Ha she can't take a joke cause' she is a joke." Kallie added. " What the fuck did I do to get treated like shit?" I said "You were born thats whats wrong! Not even your mother loves you!" Diana yelled. At that Point I got up and went to the front and told a kid to move and I sat there and cried. the bus finally got to the school and i ran off the bus to' the bathroom and i pulled out my phone a and called Olivia she was in high school but she as ditching today. i told her to go to the front desk of the school and say she as my sister and i had to go to the dentist unexpectedly. It actually work, so now were going to her house because we all know my mom doesn't give damn.
When we got to her place we run up to her room. She pulled out a bong and 2 hands fulls of weed and some acid tabs." Want some? You seem stressed." Livi asked. Everyone knew we were druggies by what we wear. Yeah i know it sounds bad that an 8th graders does drugs but fuck it. " Hell yeah!" i said excitedly. we got high as fuck and her mom knock on the door and she is all surprised. " What the fuck Livi Lex is supposed to be at school learning not here smoking! Did you ask her mother?" Livi's mom yelled. " hell yeah i asked her, chill you giraffe mom." Livi answered. Her mom left thank god. We sat on he floor laughing our asses off high as fuck.
" Hey you want to do this shit tomorrow?" I asked, she nodded. "Oh shit its 11 o'clock already!!" she yelled . We both ran down stairs and asked her mom drive us because we were high. So we both leave with no shoes on.
So her mom dropped me off at my house at around 11:30. There was a cop car at the house and a news station van in our drive way."Oh shit!" we said at the same time. My mom was pretending to be a mom and was crying and talking to the news reporter. wow attention seeker much. " thanks man see you tomorrow!" i slurred to them. I got out of the car and m mom can up running to me crying with the news reporter behind her." i am so thankful you are home! i don't know what i would do without you!" mom cried. " well this loving family s reunited and thats a rap stay safe Boston!" the news report said then left.
The cops then talked to my mom as i went in the house still stoned. I knew school was going to be a hell so i called Livi and asked if she could pick me up at 3 a.m and i could sleepover. she obviously said yes. my mom barged in my room," What the fuck Lex! I needed you to babysit so I could go out! I have clients that need tending." she yelled." you fucking slut! no giraffe or man will ever love you." i said stoned. "shut up you fucking pot head! go kill yourself you'd be doing everyone a favor! " mom screamed and left my room.Then she cam back in with a razor and a rope and tossed it on my bed.
