Sorry I haven't updated lately. My friend hasn't shut up about me updated so here u go hoe!jk! ilysm enjoy!!!
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Lauryn was gorgeous. wow within 5 minutes I'm already comparing myself great Lex. Anyway Lauryn started to walk toward a never ending staircase. So i followed to go see where i would be spend most of my life for the next 5 years.
"You okay with the bottom bunk? I kinda have a thing with the top bunk." Lauryn asked.
" Yeah its all good. so not to be nosey but how long have you been in this place?" I asked shyly, I didnt want to be one of them nosey bitches but i have my questions.
"Ive been here for about 3 years. Well know that we are getting to this ill tell to the story because i bet you are just dying to know." she said dramatically then i shock my head yes.
'' Okay well when i was 12 i was bullied just about out of all the schools in my town. And thats when i started this." she rolled up her sleeve and pushed back a shit load of bracelets. Wow i thought my wrist was bad with all the stitches and whatnot. Hers seemed a billion times worst, I just wanted to hug her forever because i know what it feels like to just be sick of all the hurt so it comes down to hurting yourself.
"Yeah well, my mom got wicked mad because she didn't want me to be homeschooled because "she didnt have time" and we were broke. So she sent me to my dads house here in Rhode Island. He was abusive physically and mentally. Our neighbors saw him push me down the stairs and they heard him say a bunch of shit so the called social services, and both of my parents agreed they didnt want me and none of my family wanted to take care of my see they sent me to this shit hole." she finished and sighed in relief.
" im so sorry" i said concerned but i knew i dont have anything to be sorry about its not like i bullied her or caused all the mayhem. But you know its natural to say sorry when you hear something terrible.
" Its whatever. The hard part is over and now i just have to wait intill im of age to get out of this shhit whole." She said laughing but close to tears.
" Now its your turn why are you here?" she asked relaxing on a bean bag.
"well" i told her pretty much everything you guys already know. She sat there with a blank sorrowful expression.
" Wow. Youve had it rough too. How bad are yours?" she asked carefully. I moved my bracelets and showed her she just sat there in shock. But they are no big deal just meaningless stupid scars.
" I think youll be fine here. Just promise me, you wont cut again. I cant stand to see other people hurt unless they hurt me in the first place." she said giving my a hug.
" Okay i wont but since im not going to, you have to promise you wont do it either nobody deserves to go threw that." I said Excepting her big hug.
I started to unpack my bag and Lauryn was standing right behind me almost hassling me down like a dog wanting bacon. She saw my weed. I honestly forgot about that. Oh the sigh of relief when i found it.
"Sharing is caring!" Lauryn said laughing with a puppy dog face.
" Sure, lock the door so none of those other twats come in and want some." I said laughing as Lauryn ran over to the door like a little 6 year old.
" We cant smoke it all tonight we have to save some intill i can get more." I said pulling out 2 Baggies out of 14. Yeah mah dealers the shit. OMG LIVI! Holy shit i forgot the gave me a note to call her tonight. Eh oh well it was her mom that sent me here.
So ya now we got high as fuck and ended up waking up at 3:26 p.m. with eyeliner EVERYWHERE! They door was also busted open and the lady that ran the place was standing there yelling at us to get up and explain what happened to the door being locked and to the room.
" um yeah go fuck yourself and dont forget to shut the door on you way out." I said drowsily."same." Lauryn said along after me.
" I will not be treated with such disrespect Young ladies! Not at all!" she yelled as we still lay there dazed. she got so pissed. She left and me and Lauryn laughed in victory. But to soon to claim victory she had just came back in and poured ICE cold water on both of us. it was so cold it would make you start like crying.
Sh then told us that we had to spend the rest of the day cleaning our room which was a funny joke. And she also said no meals for us for the rest of day to, no biggy.
After we so called cleaned our room i found my phone in my bag and i saw i had 17 missed calls from Livi and 4 voicemails from Livi too.
" You may hate me right now but please for give me. I didnt know my hoe mom would do that to you. Anyway you might hate me more after i tell you this. You know Tate," no tis cant be happening. K, so Tate is this senior that ive kinda always liked since freshman year. I hope she didnt tell him about what happened,'' Well wekinda hooked up. Im sorry bae it just like happened we were at a party and we all were doing it and GOSH IM SUCH A BITCH," at that point he started crying while i was just there in a heart break state, " anyway i love you Alexa im sorry i got to go." Well dont you just love high school. Even tho i havent been in a couple months.
In my state of shock my vibrates again and its a text message from Tate," Hey so you heard I did Livi well, i didnt she was just high and drunk and she did it with someone else,Cody. Anyway get better ilym." I dropped my phone and started crying. oh the betrayal.
