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I was practicly doing back flips off my bed. Yes there was a part of me that thought this was a load of shit and I really couldnt believe it. It kinda seemed all fake, Cody, the guy i like for soooo long finally found his mind. he was also pretty good friends with Kallie and Diana. So i think something is up with him.
"Why you so happy short stuff?" Livi asked when she saw me crrying i was so happy. "Cody just asked me out!" I replied back in tears. She just looked at me, like with a look of displeasure. " Im sorry to break it to you but him ad Kallie have been dating for a couple months. i think he is playing you just so Kallie can get to you." Livi said seriously. My heart sank, i had totally forgot that him and her were a thing.
My heart went back to being a cold dark sad mess. i hate feeling like this it just makes me want to be dead. I grabbed my phone and I called Cody.
" Hey you little piece of shit trying to use me! I know that you and Kallie are dating. Nobody has forgotten you and her. You were trying to get to me so Kallie could beat me up. Well thats not going to happen! I thought you were better than this! whatever meet us at the park at 12 tonight with Kallie and the rest of the whores.''
I slammed the phone down on the table.
"Damn somebody is mad!" Livi's mom
said as she walked in to check on me.
"Yeah, I'm just sick and tired of being used. It's happened too many times. And to be honest I can't do this anymore. I can't stand myself. don't be surprised if I don't wake up one morning." I said, I felt the tears roll down my face.
" Don't please Lexi. My brother committed suicide please dont. Your family will miss you. We loved you. Don't let you're demons in your head get to you." she said as she started to sob.
"What family? They are the reason I tried last time. They don't give to shits about me. I just can't fight all this hate and pain anymore. You don't know how it feels to not be wanted anywhere."
I continued to cry as Livi's mom came over to give me a hug.
"We care! We are your family. We've been there since you and Livi first met. Who's house did you go to whenever you were hurting. Ours. We let you in whenever. We have to a spare key to the house. We were there for you in the hospital. We are your family." still in a hug her soft voice still in my ear.
She was right this is my family.
