They were my real family. They never left unlike everyone else. They were the only ones who truly "loved" me.
Ok enough lovey dovey shit. I got a fight tonight.
"You ready kiddo? You ready to whip some whore ass?" Livi said while smirking uncontrollably.
" You're barely older than me! But hell yeah I've been waiting for this for a while!" I said cockily.
We got ready for the fight and then we headed out the door to the park. It wasn't to far from Livi's house. it was pretty silent in the streets in till we reached the perimeter of the park.
"You fucking fat ugly emo whore! You are the reason your father and sister killed them selves! You act like you are cool and like you own the world! YOU DONT YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH!!" Kallie screamed.
She has already crossed the line. Yes my dad committed suicide too. But he was being a abused by my mom, he got fired and was broke. My mom was TERRIBLE to him. He couldn't take all the shit. My mom was cheating on him too.
I remember he was the one I went to whenever mom would beat me. He told me he was going to get a nice place one day and it would just be me and him.
" Alexa I love you with all my heart. My precious little angel. Don't ever let her get to you. I will always love you baby girl, please never forget me. Please dont forget. I love you."
those were the last words he ever said to me.
" FUCK YOU , YOU LITTLE SKANK! ATLEAST I HAVENT FUCKED EVERY GUY IN SCHOOL BEHIND MY BOYFRIENDS BACK!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I told a big swing and punched her dead in the nose.
She reacted lightning fast and swung 50 times harder at me. I dropped down to the ground, they thought I was out cautious because I just lied there in pain.
My eyes were half opened. I saw Livi whip Kallie's ass. She beat her bad. Diana and Cody ran away and left Kallie behind.
Pays being a fake ass bitch. Cause when you need people you will have none and then you're fucked.
Livi ran off after beating Kallie up. So it was me and Kallie right next to each other on the grass. She found the strength the get up, she started kicking me. Hard. I felt something snap then I started to cry.
"Aww look the baby has feelings! SHOCKER!" she stopped kicking and reached into her pocket and pulled out a blade.
"Since you love pain so much, check this!" she took the blade and pushed SO hard on my wrist 23 times. 23 open bleeding wounds. I felt light headed after a few minutes. I heard a familiar voice fill the pain drenched silence. LIVI! All I could hear was swearing. Red filled my sight. I last felt someone pick me up off the ground onto something soft.
Everything was blank.
"Where am i?" I called out. Back in the hospital. Great! Livi was asleep In the chair on the other side of the room. I looked at the time and saw it was 4:21 a.m. so I fell back asleep.
I was shaken in the morning. " Get up kiddo I want to go home. I've been here for 4 days!" Livi whined. wow I slept for 4 days.
When when to the desk to check out, and the lady gave me a card from somebody.
It was raining as we stepped out of the hospital. we got in the car and Livi started crying, " I thought I lost you again. All the blood. You looked dead. I can't stand that feeling I get when I see you lay there in pain. I don't ever want to lose you. You're my only friend." I sat there with my head on the window watching the rain in defeat.
We got home and I went up to Livi's room and stood by the wall and slid down still tired. I remembered I got a card from somebody. But who would care so much to give me a card.
I opened it and on front of the letter it said " To my beautiful daughter, Alexa"
