Take Me Back, Heaven - liam payne bxb

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Niall was worried about Liam. He was walking back and forth, hands going from his sides to his head, over and over again.

"What's going on?" Niall asked. He had asked it a few times - but Liam wasn't focused on him. Liam was focused on whatever was going on in his head. It was a horrible sight. Niall was worried this had something to do with Harry. Finally Niall stood up. He grabbed Liam by his arms and met his eyes. "What's going on?"

"I kissed him," Liam said. Then he pushed Niall away and went back to pacing around the room.

"Chris?" Niall was smiling slightly. Wasn't this good?

"He ran away, Niall!" Liam shouted. "He ran away from me!"

Niall stopped smiling.

"Why?"

"I don't know. I thought he wanted it. I'm stupid!" Liam kicked Niall's laundry basket. "I want to move on but I can't!"

Niall grabbed Liam again. He forced Liam to sit down and held him there. Liam tried to get away but Niall didn't let go.

"I'm going to hold you here until you calm down." Niall closed his eyes. He would never know how bad Liam's thoughts were. He would never understand how badly Harry's death was really effecting him. But Niall was going to help him. That's what he promised.