My New Beginning (an AmazingPhil x Reader)

But It Was Only A Dream

YOUR P.O.V

"What's your thoughts on dinner tonight gang?" Dan asked, falling back onto the bed.

"Hmm... I'm feeling a little Asian tonight." Breonna spoke.

"Agreed agreed" I nodded.

Dan looked around at us three for a minute before he opened his mouth.

"NOT IT!!!" He yelled, Breonna following him soon after.

Phil was the last to say "not it". I, on the other hand, didn't even say it at all. Not because I didn't care though, I am actually quite lazy when it comes to driving somewhere for someone else's needs.

Me and Phil both looked at each other awkwardly. We still haven't gotten over what happened last night I guess. Its just very uncomfortable to have him drive me somewhere when I hadn't quite forgiven him yet.

I decided I'd go with him any how. I knew that if I hadn't agreed to go with him on that drive, Breonna would begin to question our relationship, and I could already see my self spilling everything that has to do with how he gets sometimes.

I was never able to resist Breonna's lectures ever since we became close, or especially avoid her senses to know when something might be up.

I grabbed my phone out of my back pocket and googled the nearest Chinese restaurant so I could order our take-out.

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"Crunchy noodles...?" I said curiously.

"Hey, guys, do you want crunchy noodles?" I asked everyone.

"Duh? What else was I gonna eat with my wonton soup?" Breonna sarcastically announced.

"Ok, yes, so that's two number 5s, one number 2, and one number 8 with Wonton soup with a pack of crunchy noodles.... got it?" I kindly asked the Foreign woman on the other phone

"Ok! We'll be there soon to pick it up, thank you!" I pressed the red button on my phone and shut it off.

Phil stood up and started putting his shoes on knowing that we were about to leave the hotel. I did the same.

"Alright, we'll be right back." I said holding the door, about to leave.

"See ya," Breonna and Dan waved goodbye.

Phil looked down at his feet as we walked down the hall towards the elevator.

As we stepped in, I pressed the down button that took us to the very bottom. We were on the 4th floor, so it would take a minute or two before we'd reach the main floor.

Phil stood in the corner and leaned on the sides of the elevator. He sighed as he threw his head back.

"... Phil?" I called.

"Huh?" He fixated his vision onto me.

"Are you... are you sure you're ok to drive right now?"

"What? Oh. Yeah, I should be just fine." He gave a somewhat fake smile.

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"Why is your drivers seat so high??Jesus I can barely move!!" Phil said obviously struggling.

"Well, I don't know about you Mr. 6 foot 2, but when the seat is low, i can't see and would ultimately end up smashing my car into something or someone." I gave him a joking smile.

"Then I hope you don't mind death because this seat is definitely going down." He laughed.

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Phil had a bit of a headache from consuming a lot alcohol, so we didn't turn on the radio.

The hotel was also sort of in the middle of no where because we couldn't afford the higher prices of anywhere local, so it was a bit of a drive.

"BAGHHH!!!" Phil jumped, making me scream.

"Phil?!?!!! What the fuck was that!!?!?!" I yelled, feeling my heart beat at an abnormal pace.

"I wanted to see if you were easily scared." He smirked.

"Yeah... I am kind of I guess."

"Really? What's your biggest fear? Out of everything, what makes you the most vulnerable?" Phil smirked.

"Hmm.. I'm afraid of getting attacked. I just can't help but to feel helpless in those kind of situations." I responded with a sigh.

"Hmph..." Phil looked as if he was thinking of something very hard.

"What's on your mind?" I asked him.

"... trying to think of your biggest fe-?" I was interrupted.

*SORT OF SENSITIVE CONTENT BELOW*

Suddenly, the car pulled to the side with a jolt.

Phil unbuckled his seat belt and grunted.

"P-p-Phil?? What are you-"

So quickly, Phil grabbed my face and violently kissed me.

I gasped for air and tried to reach for my seat buckle. I stared into his eyes as he looked into mine.

Abruptly, Phil's eyes darted to my slowly moving hand and he knew straight away what they were heading for.

He grabbed my wrist and jumped over to my seat, turning the nob to make the seat lay back.

He held my wrists above my head and intertwined his legs with mine so I could never escape them.

Pinning me down, he slowly moved his mouth down my ear with a cunning smile and whispered,

"are you scared? Do you feel weak, baby? You know, you've been such a good girl lately (Y/N), not telling anybody our little secret."

His voice made me shiver. The way he spoke, the short amount of distance he was from me, just everything, forced the warm, salty tears to fall down my cheeks and onto my tongue.

I whimpered out in distraught as his tongue escaped his mouth and left strands of salivation down from my lower neck up to my jaw.

Still, he smiled. Still, he laughed at my suffering.

He laughed uncontrollably as he slipped off my shirt and bra.

I was eventually screaming in misery.

"No...no... no" I repeated.

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"No.. no... NO!!!!"

"(Y/N)!!! (Y/N)!!!! Are you alright?!?!" Breonna was kneeled next to the bed shaking me to wake up.

I bounced up, coughing and gasping for  even a single breath.

"I... I... w-what?"

"It was only... a dream??" I started to whimper, then cry. And very hard at that. I fell back down onto the pillow and bawled my eyes out.

I didn't know exactly the reason to cry now that I knew that it was a dream...

Perhaps... because I was afraid of him? Or what he was capable of?

"(Y/N)... what the hell were you dreaming about anyway?! Are you ok?? Seriously!" Breonna engulfed me into a hug in an attempt comfort me.

"I'm ok Breonna, I'm just surprised... Thank you."

So it was... only a dream.

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HEY HEY, finally an update right? I know, I know. But this chapter, I must admit, a little nerve racking yeah? Anyways ~ have a great day you fantastic people.