If Only: A KissMarc FF | COMPLETED

78: LDR Feels ✈(KissMarc)

Marco

I took a deep sigh.

Feeling ko ayokong umalis eh!

Pakiramdam ko hindi ko maigalaw mga paa ko.

Were here at the airport.

Kisses wanted to send me so pumayag naman ako.

Ayoko sana dahil alam ko na mahihirapan lang ako.

Pero ayoko naman na hindi siya mayakap bago ako umalis.

Alam ko na matatagalan ako makabalik..

Hindi biro ang magkaroon ng kaso sa Europe.

Italy is one of the most strict on implementing rules and regulations sa mga nasasakupan nila so mahihirapan kami na pabilisin ang proseso ng kaso not unless makipagsettle na lang ang nagsampa ng kaso na empleyado ko dati.

"Hon mamimiss kita.."

Napapikit ako ng yakapin ako ni Kisses from the back.

I hold her arms.

"Hon mamimiss din kita..kakayanin natin to okay?"

I said and i hugged her tight.

Parang may bara sa lalamunan ko when i hear her sobs.

One of my weakness is seeing or knowing Kisses is crying.

I rub her back.

"Shhhhh dont cry na hon..babalik din ako kaagad..i promise okay??basta remember mahal na mahal kita.."

I cupped her face.

She keeps on crying.

Such a crybaby eversince.

I wiped off her tears.

"Hon naman wag ka ng umiyak..hindi naman ako mamamatay eh..come on cheer up!"

I tried to lightened up her mood pero mas lalo lang siyang umiyak.

"Nakakapagjoke kapa talaga.."

She said in between her sobs.

I pulled her closer.

I want her to hear my heartbeat.

Yung same rage na sakanya ko lang talaga nararamdaman.

"Calling all passengers of flight CC 612 bound to Rome Italy to departure area please.."

I greeted my teeth.

Ito na yung pinaka ayokong oras.

Dumating na.

And indeed this is one hell of a very hard decision.

Lumuwag ang pagkakayakap ko sakanya and so she is..

I look at her intently and i cupped her face.

I kissed her in the forehead.

Kissed her left and right cheeks , on the nose and on her lips.

I wiped off her tears.

"Come on ..please smile..ngiti ka na hon?"

I said.

Pinilit naman niyang ngumiti kahit halos magkahalo na yung sipon at luha niya.

Medyo gumaan ang loob ko pagkakita sakanya.

I took a deep sigh and i kissed her for the last time.

"Pano i need to go now? Bye for now bella..i love you soooo soooo much.."