If Only: A KissMarc FF | COMPLETED

61: Give in Marco(KissMarc)

Marco

I was crying my heart out alone at home when i received a long distance call from mom.

I wiped off my tears and answered the call.

"Ciao bello!"

I smiled like crazt while crying upon hearing my ever kulit mom.

"Ciao bella Mama.."

I said trying to control my sob.

If there's one person who loves Kisses so much aside from me..well that's my mom...

She was very excited when i told her that im coming back here to see Kisses.

"How's Kisses iho?"

I bit my lower lip.

a sudden pain on my chest strikes again..

And what happened on the church yesterday haunting me...

"I love you Kisses..and i promise i wont hurt you this time..please give me another chance to gain your love and trust again Kisses please?"

I said.

I felt her slowly pushing me away.

she shook her head.

I grabbed both of her hands and i kneeled down..

"Marco please tumayo ka dyan.."

I heard her say.

But i refused..i shook my head.

And i forced myself to speak eventhough my voice is broken in too much crying..

"Kisses please im sorry..please..kahit ngayon lang Kisses please?"

I said.

I look up on her.

I saw her eyes becoming teary.

I stood up and i cupped her face.

I just dont know why i founf myself kissing her.

Yeah..

Her soft sweet lips..

This fragile girl i took or granted..

ODG! i will kill myself if i wont have her..

Swear!

"Marco please im sorry..im sorry but i love Tanner.."

Kisses said and pushed me away.

she run away and i was left stunned and dumbfounded.

"Hey anak..?are you still there??"

Napabalik ako sa isip ko when Mom speaks up.

I felt my lips started to tremble..

As my tears fell down my cheeks.

"Mom ..m-may iba na siya Ma.."

I said in between my sobs.

i was like a kid wiping off tears ..

But i cant help not to cry..

Letting go of Kisses before was like holding a balloon for a very long time coz it makes you happy and it suddenly slips off your hand coz your busy looking for something new that caught your attention and wind blew it off away from you and no matter how hard.you try to get it back..

You know that it already fell somewhere and someone already thankful for having it.

"Marco anak okay ka lang ba??"

I shook my head as if mom could see me.

"Im not ma..im not.."

I said in between my sobs.

"Anak if you really love her..you will fight for her..i know that Kisses is a woman that is really worth fighting for..dont be as fool as you were before..show her that you are really sorry and you really wanna gain her love again.."

Napahigpit ang hawak ko sa cellphone ko.

"Mom..its hard.."

I said.

And hinilot ko ang sentido ko.

"Ano ka ba naman Marco!pinagbigyan kita dati sa kalokohan mo pero this time i wont tolerate your kalokohan na ha!kung hindi lang naman si Kisses ang iuuwi mong girlfriend wag ka ng magasawa bye!"

Nailayo ko ang cellphone sa tenga ko ng bagsakan ako ni Mama ng telepono.

I tsssskkk!

Kung sana ganun kadali na bawiin siya kay Tanner...

Pero mahal na niya si Tanner..

And now me..

I dont know kung san ako sa buhay niya ngayon..

Kaibigan na nga lang ba ako or may pagasa pa akong makabalok sa buhay niya?

Bakit hindi mo subukang tanungin?

Stick on the original plan of pursuing her again..

My mind says...

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A/N: huhuhu! 😭 hindi ko na alam gagawin ko kay Marco..gusto ko pa siyang pahirapan dito para maramdaman niya yung sakit na naramdaman ni Kisses pero nakakaawa na siya wwaaahhh! Enebe? help me to decided guys! 😭😭😭 vote vote and comment wait ko.. x.x