If Only: A KissMarc FF | COMPLETED

65: I love you Goodbye(KissMarc)

Kisses

Halos hindi ko makilala si Marco sa bugbog na ginawa ni Tanner sakanya.

I immediately run towards him and hugged him so tight.

Gusto kong iparamdam sakanya na nandito ako.

Na nandito ako.

"Kisses you came back!"

I heard him say and he hugged me even tighter.

I closed my eyes and isinubsob ko ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.

It feels like thats the last time im gonna do this.

And indeed yeah..

This would be the last time.

I came here to see him..

And para na din magpaalam sakanya.

After that incident happened we decided to get back in MNL.

and tommorow is our flight back to CANADA.

Tanner decided to go back immediately and i cant blame him for doing so.

"Kisses you came back!you came back! Bumalik ka!"

Marco said.

I heard him sobbing signifies that he is crying again because of me.

And that hurts me even more.

He cupped my face.

I bit my lower lip to control my sob.

Sobrang naawa ako sa itsura niya.

Sa nangyari sa mukha niya.

And now seeing him crying because of me.

Who would ever thought that i could make him cry like this??

Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko not to burst out in tears.

I touch his face.

His swollen lips.

His nose.

Ang may blackeye na mukha niya.

Pakiramdam ko mas nabubugbog ang puso ko sa nangyari sakanya.

And thats because of me.

"Marco im sorry..im really sorry kung nangyari sayo to.."

I said in between my sobs.

He hold both of my hands and kissed it.

"No..dont say that..it wasnt your fault..it was my fault for letting you go..for hurting you..and for taking you for granted..im sorry Kisses and im willing to take all the pain even if i have to put my life into risk just for you..ganun kita kamahal Kisses..."

Marco said.

I close my eyes.

I wanna savor this moment.

Even just for a while.

For a minute maybe..

"Marco listen..hindi mo naiintindihan.."

I said in between my sobs.

Hindi ko siya matingnan..

Hindi ko magawang makita yung sakit na mararamdaman niya sa sasabihin ko.

"Kisses naiintindihan ko..i understand Kisses..gago ako para saktan ka noon.."

He added.

I shook my head.