Destined *Stiles Stilinski* Book 3

I'm sorry

"What now?" Lydia questions.

"I'll find Scott. You guys grab Isaac and Boyd. Stiles, keep Devin on a short leash. The best thing we can do is get y'all out of this place." Allison instructs looking at me at the end before walking out.

"Are we gonna split-" I stop because Stiles is glaring at me.

"Yea you aren't leaving my side." Stiles shoots down my idea real fast. It's quite for a moment, you can see Stiles mind going a thousand miles an hour.

"What? Why are you looking at me like that?" Lydia questions skeptical.

Stiles shakes his head rubbing the back of his neck. "Oh, no, I w..."

"Stiles." Lydia warns.

Stiles shoots Lydia an unsure look and I knew I didn't want to be in here. "Hey I'm gonna go next door and get Jake." I say walking towards the door.

"Devin no." Stiles denies grabbing my arm.

"Stiles I'm just going next door, Jake deserves to know what going on to since he's a werewolf and he's going to be effect." I say walking out the door not waiting on him.

Walking down two doors I reach the room Jake is sharing with some guy he befriend on the team. Reaching up I knock and wait rocking on my heels.

"Devin hey." Jake smiles opening the door.

"Hey can I talk to you out here?" I ask quietly.

Jake nods and looks over his shoulder before stepping out and closing the door. The first thing I do is reach up and kiss him. "Hey what was that for?" He smiles.

"We um we might be in a situation." I say looking up into his blue eyes, they were beautiful to say the least but I miss those chocolate brown ones.

Jake's face turns into worry. "Hey what are you talking about?" He questions.

"This hotel, we think is being used to target the next sacrifices.... werewolf sacrifices." I explain.

"We need to get out of here then." Jake says taking my hand.

"Yea I know but we got to get everyone out." I turn to try and go back to my room.

"Hey no," Jake tugs me back. "If werewolves are being targeted we need to get the hell out of dodge."

I turn to him confused. "I'm not leaving my friends Jake."

"Friends? Devin you're an outcast with them. Lydia, Allison, Scott, Stiles, you don't really believe they trust you do you? Devin you lied to them for years, you think they can fully trust you." He scoffs, his hands on my shoulders keeping me in place.

I shake my head in denial. "That's not true, they trust me. They understand why I did what I did."

"Please Devin, do you really believe that. I bet that is why Stiles cheated. He couldn't bear the idea of you cheating and lying to him so he did it first to save himself the heartbreak." Jake seethes.

"No." I deny shaking my head. Ripping my arm from Jake's grip I sprint away.

Nobody trust me, they don't need me. My family didn't trust me, hell Derek and Laura left me. Peter tried to kill us all. Maybe Jake is right no body can trust anybody around here. With out noticing I somehow ended up standing at the side of the bus digging through the tools.

Finding what I needed I grab them and walk slowly to the front of the bus. Lifting the hood I attach the cables to the corresponding spots. As I slowly reach up to connect the jumper cable to my self a voice calls out.

"Devin!" Looking up I see Stiles and Lydia running towards me. "Devin don't!" Lydia yells.

"Why? None of you trust me. I know you all hate me for lying to you about being a werewolf for all those years." I say as tears stream down my face.

"That's not true Devin. We trust the hell out of you, hell we put Scott's entire survival in your hands last year! Why would you think that?" Stiles ask.

"You cheated on me, Derek betrayed us before he decided to work with us, Peter tried to kill us, every time I get involved it goes downhill! It's my fault! I never should have told y'all! I shouldn't have let you and Scott drag me out to the woods that night, I should have made you turn back the second a smelt Laura's scent! Can't you see it's all my fault!" I cry out not being able take it anymore.

"Devin it's not you fault! None of this is! Can't you see it, we'd be lost with out you! I'd be lost with out you. You keep us on track, you keep me on track. No one can do what you do Devin! You've endured so much your whole life but you never let it get to you. You are stronger than this Devin, I believe in you. I trust you." He finishes stepping closer to me tears in his eyes.

"Then why Stiles? Why did you cheat if you trust me." By this point I'm sobbing.

"Because I'm weak Devin! There I admit it I'm weak, you and I, something had been off with us the past couple weeks and when you got mad at me, I-I don't know it's like I lost it. Devin I never meant to hurt you, I beat myself up about it every day! Devin it killed me to see what I did to you, then to make it worse Jake shows up and wraps you around his finger." Stiles has tears streaming now as he takes a final step to me. "Why him?"

"Because he trusted me! He had always trusted me." I whisper at the end.

"I trust you Devin, I always have and I always will. So please don't do this." Stiles begs taking my hands in his. "I need you, we all need you." He pleads.

Something in my clicked. With a gasp I drop the jumper cables and throw my arms around Stiles neck. "I'm sorry." I cry. "I'm so sorry."

"Shhhhhh it's ok. I got you, you're ok now." He whispers kissing my head. "Everything will be ok.

And for a moment I believed him, because right here and right now, nothing felt more right than being wrapped in Stiles arms.

"Scott!" And with that my short lived moment of perfection came crashing down.

*a/n*
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