Perfect scars

Chapter Fifteen.

My alarm clock screamed at me and I rolled over and hit it giving me a moment of silence before it reminded me I have a job to do. I moaned and pulled myself out of bed I walked to my boxes of stuff and pulled out some black jeans and a leather jacket out with a small red top. Dark clothes make you less approachable which is exactly what I'm looking for.

I moved into this dorm last night and there are people all around me but I haven't met anyone, maybe I can stay away from them, I shook my head and walked into my bathroom and quickly ran my fingers through my hair and got changed. I put on some make up but not a lot as I can't really do it just want to look normal.

I lifted my top just so I could see the cross which was carved into my skin with dark black ink. I ran my fingers over it and slowly grabbed some foundation and smoothed it over the top and blended it until it was gone. I feel normal again.

Who am I kidding I'm not normal.

I walked out of the bathroom and walked to my desk and picked up my time table and checked what I had. Psychology, computing and then I have a free period. I slid the time table in my bag and grabbed my phone and some money I grabbed my keys for my bike and put them in my pocket.

I can do this.

I walked out my door and shut it behind me and locked it. I walked down the corridor and to the stairs no one was around it was quiet. I kept walking to my bike I heard people around me they were in groups and smiled a lot and talked, a group of boys crowded around a black car which pulled in.

It caught my attention because I knew Oliver was the one driving I couldn't pick up his sent as he opened the car door his back was to me he wore a shirt and some black jeans. I admit he wore them well. He smiled and "bro" hugged his friends he acted normal but I know he was far from it! How had he made that many friends already.

I'm sick of the feeling I get when I'm near him, I can't explain it, and that aggravates me even more.

I walked into my first class and people where already sitting in groups so I sat next to the window a couple rows from the back and stared out the window. This won't last long I won't be here long.

I could hear the groups around me talking and chatting I heard the door open so I looked towards it where a girl in a low-cut top, showing way too much, and black jeans high heels and a face full of makeup. Her nails where long and red and pointed at the ends she had a kinda punk rock vibe too her but it was so forced. All in all, I wanted to hit her. Get me out of here.

I sat back in my chair and watched her she walked up to me and placed her hand on the desk in front of me I turned my eyes to her as she leant on the desk "You're in my seat" she said in a loud annoying high pitch voice "okay" I said looking away from her causing her to slam her other hand onto the desk and gaining the attention of the whole room "look I know your new and all but you might not want to make an enemy of me" she said shacking her hair that's when I recognised her. The girl from the bar last night.

"I think I can handle you Barbie" I said looking at her clothing and hair "shut up and move freak" she raised her voice slightly so I rolled my eyes not wanting to make a scene before I've even spent a day here I grabbed my bag and moved over two seats "soon you'll realize that I'm the queen b, you shouldn't mess with me you'll get hurt" she said acting confident.

I bit my lip holding back a smile. Oh, sweetie little do you know.

The teacher walked in and sat down at the front desk causing a wave of silence to roll over the classroom.

"Morning all, over the next couple weeks we are studying fears and phobias, also there is a new student here" she said gesturing to me "sorry I didn't catch your name" no one ever does I thought "uh it's Scarlet, scarlet Dawson" I said looking at her she gave me a warm smile "lovely, now fears and phobias-" she said but was cut off by a tall guy walking in and taking the left over seat next to me. "Nice of you to join us, Oliver here is also new" she said I looked over at him and he smiled I rolled my eyes and he leant over to me "oh look we are in the same class" I heard him whisper next to me I leant back in my chair "yeah I'm so happy" I mumbled sarcastically ugh Of course he's in my class, just my luck!