Chpt 43 (Wait for you)

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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain,. In time, the mind protecting it's sanity covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens, but It's never gone."

Though I'm missing you
(although I'm missing you)
I'll a way to get through
(I'll find a way to get through)
Living without you

'Cause you were my sister, my strength and my pride
Only god may know why,
Still I will get by

[Brandy]
Who would've known, that you'd have to go so suddenly, so fast
How could it be, that our sweet memories would be all, all that we have left?

Now that you're gone, every day I go on (I go on)
But life's just not the same (life's just not the same)
I'm so empty inside,
And my tears I can't hide
But I'll try,
I'll try to face the Pain

JUSTIN 

I sat by my god daughters bed side with fluffy red eyes I've ever cried like this is my life as the nurse came around telling me my cousin and my everything was gone royalty died at the scene and Rachel bleed to death I blame myself for not getting back in time Roya was in a coma it was just a waiting game I remember the first time I met her little bad ass it seemed only yesterday I met swag muffin

FLASHBACK 

Me: YO who are you 

???: I'm Roya Smith 

Me: and I'm Justin still don't answer my question 

Roya: look don't disrespect me cuz I didn't disrespect you 

She gave me the picture of Raven and Royalty I looked and started laughing at her and she mean mugged me so hard so I laughed harder 

Me: follow me you too cute 

FLASHBACK OVER 

Nurse: Mr.Smith I nodded as she checked the machine 

Me: She's g-gonna be okay right I mean she's all I got this little girl means the world to me she's the only thing I got to remind me of my cousin and I love her so much man I can't lose anybody else not today not ever she nodded looking at her clipboard and walking over to me putting her hand on my shoulder 

Nurse: try praying sometimes miracles happen and god works in ways we can't explain she patted my shoulder before leaving I was about to do something I haven't done since my moms died I got on my knees and rubbed Roya hand a little 

Me: man I dunno where to start first of all I just want to say I'm sorry or connection ain't been strong but man that's not why I'm here this little girl you put in my lied you did that for a reason man she's the reason I stopped doing all that funny stuff man the reason why I'd rather go to all her ballet and dance lessons than be with my homes I can't lose her now man not now I promise you i'll never let anyone hurt her just don't take her sway from me amen I looked at roya and she hadn't moved I got up and kissed her head I walked down the hall going outside getting in my car when the nurse from before ran over to my car knocking the window 

Me: what is it? 

Nurse: sh's responding and she's awa- before she could say anything else I ran out slamming the door and locking up running in to Roya room she was looking at the window 

Me: Roya I walked over kneeling by her side as she looked at me and tears left her eyes 

Roya: ccc-ca-n y-ou g-o g-et D-addy I looked down and then back at her seeing her struggling to speak and weak was breaking my heart 

Me: baby girl I'm sorry a-m your am your daddy and aunt Rachel died baby girl she looked at me before laughing and looking at the door 

Roya: nice try uncle Justin can you go get daddy outside and aunt Rachel is probably in the waiting room I shook my head no and she looked at me as I saw tears building 

Me: I'm sorry Roy she shook her head pulling all the wires that were attached to her and the machine started beeping she got up walking out and I ran after her noticing she was bleeding 

Roya: DADDY! DADDY WHERE ARE YOU I'M SORRY DADDY!!! daddy where are you It's me Roya tears left my eyes as she looked around the hospital 

Me: Roya they gone I'm sorry she held her stomach shaking her head no she got on the floor and curled into a ball screaming and crying 

Roya: DADDY!!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!1 I WANT MY DAD!!!!!!!! people watched but I didn't care I picked her up and she screamed I held her close 

Me: I know baby he's up there no with your mom and Rachel and they love you so much Roy they really do she carried on crying into my chest as the nurse from before came around 

Nurse: she's gotta get back in bed now she's lost a lot of blood I nodded carrying her back to the room I laid her down and sharked her head crying again and the nurse checked her 

Me: she gonna be okay the nurse nodded and wrote some stuff down 

Nurse: shes's gonna be fine she can be released tomorrow if that's okay I nodded and she left I looked at Roya looking into space

Me: How about some Ice cream She shook her head no and looked out the window I walked over and sat next to her 

Roya: Merry Imperial Christmas uncle Justin I put my hand over her holder and she started crying again 

Me: you got me now It's okay . . . You got me baby girl she cried into my chest more 

Roya: I want them back it's not fair I want them back she said crying hard I just held her close I could only imagine the pain she was feeling 

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