Prologue

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If you really think about it.......

Does love really exist?

Is someone really out there made for you. Two different people, two different souls made for one another. 

One person out of the 7.4 billion people in the world. 

To me honestly, that sounds like a bunch of bull. I say it's all fake we make ourselves believe in love because we're all afraid of ending up alone. We pick a completely random person and say "Hey I quite like this person with their flaws", but who's not to say that it won't bother you five years from now or even earlier. We choose to ignore the negatives at the moment just wanting to live forever with that person before they find someone else. 

Basically, "love" just causes problems at the end, instead of stopping them.

Though the saddest parts about "love" is when the person who supposedly promised to love you can one day tell you, out of the blue, "I don't love you anymore." And at that moment that's the breaking point, five little words that can break you. You don't know what to say, so you leave in silence and once you're home alone in the darkness of your room. You press your back against the wall and crumple down as silent tears roll down your face and you push your knees up to your chest, wrapping your arms around yourself, hugging yourself because no one else could. You're now left alone since the only person who could of help you can't since they are the reason for your breakdown. So you continue to curl up in a ball heartbroken, hoping, praying that it will somehow mend the pieces of their broken heart back together.

Yet one of saddest parts of love is the scenario when let's say there is love somewhere in this crazy mess of a world. Who doesn't say that you'll find your special someone? You could be in your 40's and be alone, alone sitting in a coffee shop looking out of the window but more specifically at the people. Boys and girls, girls and girls, or even boys and boys they all found there supposed soul mate while you're there thinking. Am I not good enough to have someone? Is something wrong with me? No, that can't be. So next thing you know you're seeking out to find someone, desperate to share your life with, a companion. Even though your so desperate in finding someone you eventually do, they might not be perfect but hey who's perfect.

A couple months later you're still with your supposed soul mate and you're happy, maybe things are finally falling into place. Though right when you think everything is, it all takes a turn for the worst. The phrase "I don't love you anymore" comes up again and what crushes you the most is they have the audacity to tell you, "I love someone else." You were so desperate to find someone you got someone else's future companion.

 And in a snap of a finger, you are broken and left alone again.  

Your whole world changed in a matter of seconds and you're left alone to pick up the pieces that someone else broke.

The person who solemnly swore to forever love and to never hurt you did exactly that.

See this is why I don't believe in "love" people change, others leave, its just all a matter of time before they do. 

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