A New Life•Adopted by LDShadowLady(SEQUEL)

1.5

L I Z Z I E
I know that Hope lied about her stomach hurting to get out of eating.

I just know it.

As much as I hate to admit it, Lia is the reason that Hope thinks she's fat.

It's not Lia's fault, it's her body and she can't control that.

But Lia is extremely skinny and has a perfect body that even I'm jealous of.

She has a completely flat stomach, a thigh gap, collarbones that stick out, and hipbones that stick out.

(A/N: yes Lizzie has seen Lia's bare hips, she's her mother get over it😂)

Nobody can help but envy her body.

Lia has no control over that, it's not her choice that her body is like that.

She's just naturally skinny.

I take a bite out of my burger.

I used to think I was fat when I was a teenager, but I never starved myself.

What's happened to this world?
H O P E
Tears brim my eyes as I read through the hate I'm getting on social media.

Somehow the fans found out that o tried to commit suicide, and lots of them are harassing me.

I find an LDShadowLady hate page, that's obviously hating on all of us.

There's a picture of Lia in her coral red dress today captioned "this little slut thought it was okay to show off her boobs to the entire crowd."

(This font is the tweets.)

Glad Lizzie's ex ruined the show. He gave those three what they deserve: shaming.

I hope that Hope's dad gets out of jail and kills her.

There's a picture of my in my summer outfit at the show today, but the user zoomed in on my thigh fat that stuck out of my jean shorts.

They captioned the photo with "better start doing some lunges, am I right Hope?"

Tears spill out of my eyes.

Why do people hate me so much?

I keep scrolling through the page.

I heard about how Lia made Jay commit suicide. Poor guy.

Honestly Lizzie just does her videos for money.

Adopting Lia was just a publicity stunt to get Lizzie more popular, but then Lizzie got attached to Lia.

Lizzie, Lia, and Hope should all walk off the face of the earth and never come back.

I run into Lia and I's room's bathroom.

I can't control my emotions anymore.

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I grab Lia's beauty bag and find her hidden razor.

(A/N: Just to clarify, Lia hid her razor so that Hope wouldn't find it and cut, but Hope found it.)

I feel bad breaking it, so I take the top part off(it's an electric razor).

I remove the blade, and drag it across my thigh.

Blood starts to ooze out.

5 cuts, and I feel light headed.

I put the blade back into Lia's razor, and put the top back on.

I place it in her beauty bag, and clean up my cuts.

The fans will be able to see the scars on my thighs, so I'll need to put tights on.

I'll just lie and say I'm cold.

I run over to my suitcase and put on leggings to hide my cuts.

I feel like I have no control over anything anymore.

Why has life turned on me?
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Sorry that this chapter is so short:(

I'm blanking out on ideas:(

Happy Thanksgiving to my fellow American readers!

Canada had Thanksgiving last month, but the US has it on the fourth Thursday of November.

I'm off from school tomorrow and Friday!

It's going to be hard for me to eat all that food tomorrow, and I know afterwords my body image will go crazy.

But my cousin is going to be there so I know she'll help me out:)

If you have an ED and are thinking of purging after your thanksgiving dinner/lunch, feel free to message me.

I'm always here for you guys.

Anyways I had a half day at school Tuesday and today.

I was only there until 12:40!

QOTD: what time do you wake up in the morning?
AOTD: usually in between 7:00-7:05.

Bye beautiful💕