After sitting in the toilets, crying for half an hour, I decided to undo the lock. To be honest, I was expecting a crowd like when the queen steps out of a car, but there were only a few of my friends...and Anna.
I walked across to the exit . As I approached it, Lukas stopped me by grabbing my shoulder. He began to talk.
“Laura...what you did was brave. I wouldn’t be able to kiss my crush. Anyway, being gay is so amazing,” He continued in a dreamy voice. “I get to have a crush on boys!”
“I DIDN’T DO IT ON PURPOSE LUKAS, I WAS SET UP AND I KNOW WHAT GAY MEANS. I’M NOT A FIVE YEAR OLD.”
Suddenly, I head a familiar voice behind me. It was Liam.
“Relax Laura. Bailey doesn’t give one about you kissing him. Like...he went out with Caroline. He’s used to gingers.”
“Thanks Liam.” I remarked in a snarky voice. “I don’t know if that was supposed to make me feel better because, in case you were wondering, it didn’t. Oh and for future reference, ‘gingers’ are not their own species.”
“Ooh. Someone’s on her period.” He continued.
It was as if I was a lion; pouncing on her prey. I stalked up to Liam and slapped him round the face. I had no control. It just happened.
There was an immense crowd of surprised onlookers. Everyone was shouting ‘OOOOH’, “LI GOT SLAPPED” and “LAURA’S SAVAGE”. I actually felt quite privileged to be the centre of attention for once in my life. It was fun.
Immediately bursting my bubble, Liam gradually glanced up at me. He looked furious. Using my natural flight instinct, I fled. Where should I run to? I just slapped a boy for the first time in my life. What happens next?
I just wish there was someone who could comfort me. Be nice to me. Help me get through this tragic time. Someone like my boyfriend. Where the hell is Coby?
Infuriated by the amount my life is failing, I message Coby.
WTF HAPPENED TO YOU. MY LIFE IS BEING DESTROYED INFRONT OF MY FUCKING EYES AND IT’S ALL YOUR FAULT.
It’s sent. I get a notification saying message sent to mum. Wait. WHAT. OH MY GOD MY LIFE IS NOT WORTH LIVING.
Not worth living.
I run up the stairs. I reach the top. Everything is happening so fast. My head is spinning. I can’t see straight.
“Not worth living.” I say aloud.
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Love over Death
JugendliteraturWhen Laura falls for the love of two boys what could go wrong? She's in her 4th year in high school and totally doesn't have a crush on anyone. Not even her boyfriend...which is a bit awkward. Will she survive year 10? Read to find out.
