Thugga Thug

.11

"Uh, ma what are you talking about?"
"You know what I'm talking about, don't be around here doing stuff you're not supposed to Polly"

I cut my eyes at her like bitch what the hell, you keep fucking these men like its ok.

I rolled over and she just walked out. I could here who ever the boy was leaving. I heard her whispering and laughing. Shit wasn't cute. I fell asleep and I dreamed me and her were arguing about it.

I got up and I wasn't feeling it today, I went online to check my card to see how much money I had, lord I prayed my daddy put some money on this account, I haven't really checked it so I was praying hard that he did.

I scrolled through all the security bullshit and seen I had $153 on my card. Baby....I was happy. I got my ass up and went to the bathroom. 
"Polly, you not going to school cause you late baby?"
"No, I'm about to go to the store, I'm feeling a little sick"

I walked in the living room and she had some cream shit on her face dancing to that old school music, she had that damn Betty White robe on and she was dancing ha ass off.

"Did you here me ma?"
"Yeah, what you think you got?"
"I don't know, it's just my head is hurting real bad and my throat is on fire, I'm about to head out now"

She just nodded her head and walked back to her room. I guess she didn't have work today, or she was preparing herself for one of them boys coming over again. I went back up to the bathroom to finish getting ready and then I grabbed my keys to get ready to head out.

I was taking my ass to the store alright, but it was a bigger store. 

I pulled up to the mall and got out. I know you're not supposed to come to the mall by yourself but everybody was in school.

I walked in, had my headphones going head bobbin, I see so many students just sitting in the cafeteria eating. Like well damn, I guess today was skip day. I seen the girls from my science class there, some of the lame boys, then I seen Asia, if she here Roger got to be here.

I walked over to her to say hi, then somebody grabbed me.
"Why you ain't in school?"

I turn around getting ready to pull away and its that man my moma was talking that night.
"I'm getting something, why you grabbing me like that?"
He laughed "I was tryna scare you, but alright finish what you were doing."

I went walking trying to figure out why in the hell did he jut stop me.

I went over to Asia but she didn't see me yet. "Hey Asia!"

She turned to see who I was-
"Oh hey boo, why is everybody here today, like no one is at school"
I agreed with her. "Where Roger at?"
"Dang why y'all so worried about each other? 
"I just asked where he was dang, I thought it was a free country"
"But y'all asked about each other all the time."
I shook my head no. "I don't"
"Well maybe not you, but he sure ask me about you all the time, like damn"
I just laughed and then I seen him down at the store, I casually made my way down there.

"Hey Roger,"

He turned around so quick and smiled big

"Hey big head"
"My head is not big"
"To me it is"
"And you are?"

He laughed and gave me dap and all kinds of crazy ass handshakes. We waled into Banana Republic and started looking.

"Oh man, these prices, I ain't got money like this."

I looked at the sweater and it was real nice, I looked down at the price and it said $149, I had to double look at the damn price, Roger reached down at the price to look at it "Oh this is not that good of a shirt to be this damn high."
"Put that shit back, before we have to pay for it."
We were clowning each. He kept tossing the shirt around and the shirt hit the floor and we bucked it up out of there. 

"I have to go back"
"Why"
"I just can't leave it on the floor"
I looked at him, what the hell.

"If you want to go pick it up go ahead,I'll be here waiting"
"So I have to go by myself?"
I shook my head yeah.

He jogged back in there. I swear it took him 5 mins. to pick that damn shirt up. I walked back over to the store and he was coming out with bags.

"Oh my, I thought you were going back in there to get me something, I just knew it."
He looked at me and laughed, "I got this for me, it was on the clearance rack, I just got it after I picked up the sweater."

He kept laughing. I felt shame.

We walked around the mall some more and we went to Journeys to get some shoes, I got some new black shoes, I didn't want to spend all my money, Roger on the other hand was buying everything. We went to some more stores but I was soon leaving. I got me a pizza and I was heading to my car. Asia was by my car and seen the stuff Roger had.

"Roger, why you bought that you already- nevermind."
"Asia, this my money, what the heck"|
She nodded her head yeah and got in the truck, she rolled down the windows "Roger you better come on."
"Oh Polly taking me home"

My head jerked so hard, I looked at him like huh?

"Am I"
"Yeah"
"Well you putting gas in my car"
He just said ok.

I passed by The race track and he he really filled my tank up, but it only takes 20 to do it so no pressure.

I pulled up to his house and he wanted to talk.

"Where do you want to go after this P?"
I answered quickly "College"
He nodded his head yes. 
"Good, I wanna help you get there, I don't want you to be here, I want you to do and accomplish great things" 
I smiled and told him thank you. I got hungry during his speech so I started eating the pizza. 
"I don't anything sexual with us ok? I think you're too special for that."
"Ok, but I do got to get going, I been gone all day."
He just nodded his head and got out.
"You left your bags"
"Oh them yours"
"Roger stop playing I got to go"
He walked in the house. I guess they were mine.

I went by the movie store to buy a movie to get my moma something to watch tonight together.

I made it home, and my moma was on the couch. "So who bought all that from the medicine store?"
I laughed, I thought she was kidding."I heard you was at the mall with them bad ass gang kids."
I looked at her weird. "What are you talking about ma?"
She got up and yelled "You did not come here to be fucking these people over here, got them spending money and shit on you."
"How you know I didn't get this?"
"Cause I know how much money you got. Surly not enough to get all that."
"Ma, I'm not doing something-
I hope you not messing with nobody in a gang, that shit is pathetic"

I dropped them bags and hit her with it, "Wait a minute, you been having sex with them boys in this house ma, and you want to call me pathetic, you don't know what I deal with, you pathetic for having sex with these dirty niggas around here."

OH BITCH